FARKED LIFE
Badminton yesterday was fun.
but it was exchanged for FARK~!
ask me not to push the blame to others,
den why you still push the blame to him???
and i didn't push the blame to you all los!
i jut said, you and him osho never study osho liddat.
does that means i say, because you guys no education thats why i liddat?
no right?
what i mean was you guys no education still liddat go your life what.
and because you have never experienced what i am experiencing now.
i think if you guys are in my shoes, you will already quit school.
so pls, dunn anyhow scold me and all without knowing how it feels and how i feel.
and i asked you,
SO WHAT YOU WANT NOW?!
you widen your eyes and stared at me,
den slowly words came out of your mouth " i wanna kill you"
I SHOUTED" FINE! YOU WANNA KILL ME RIGHT?! I TAKE KNIFE FOR YOU!"
I stood up and went to the kitchen, took a chopping knife, threw it on the table "TAKE LA! KILL ME!!"
is education really more important den my life?
FARK.!
you dunn know how much i respect you los.
because you raised me up and stood by my side no matter what thats why i can't bear to lie to you.
den you scold me why must i tell you those things.
den i said, i telling you the truth what!
den you said i am not, say i am telling things that makes you angry.
so i like, =.= and said, den next time i dunn tell you the truth already, shall lie.
den you rush towards me and smacked me on my head continuously.
FARK!
is this fair?!
you think you nothing to say den keep hitting me will solve everything?
it will only make me worse and nth will change the fact.
You only think abt yourself,
think abt others la~
you keep treating me like garbage and pushing blame to him for every single misfortune that happen to me.
you thought he like ahhs? i osho dun like los.
FARK.
And everytime get beating and scolding and whacking and nagging and super huge headaches just for him, you know what i deal with all the time mahs? Still say i blame you, i dunn care about my feelings. but think la, has anyone ever cared about mine? Hiahs.
sometimes i really wish ppl will see what i am going through and stop all these nonsense.
Ridiculous.
if ppl push the blame to you, what will you do?
you will hate the person and even worse los.
but him lehs?
he take it all. He took all the blame.
put yourself in his shoes lahs.
If i said what i want now is to kill you,
how will you feel?!
ASK YOURSELF LA!
your own daughter say want to kill you.
HOW YOU FEEL?!
put yourself in my shoes la!!
If i keep pushing you to study now,
PUSHPUSHPUSH!
NO FREE TIME NO SPACE TO BREATHE,
how will you feel?!
deal with pressure of endless exams.
HOW WILL YOU FEEL?!
put yourself in others shoes la!!
PLS LAHS!!
stop being self-centred.
i already control my emotions very well los.
pls los...
farked up.
knn.
faster grow up la!
DEN CAN GET OUT OF HERE!!!!!!
And finally get some quality free time.
my childhood is filled with all these shiet.
fark las...
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