my feelings
Who in this world will know how i feel?
I would love to thank all my friends who have been there for me,
Ttrying their best to cheer me up and encouraging me to move on.
I really appreciate all of you.
PPl like, Renata, Winson, Zhiqi, Wenling, Richelle and Weisong....
Thanks you all.
Glad to know you're moving on to a wonderful new start.
I am very sorry if i am holding you back.
Just ask me gently "let me go"
And my hands will be off you alright?
Baby, i really really do love you very much.
But you indeed have inflicted too much damage upon me.
I wonder when will those pain and damage stop....
when i re-call our blissful past,
Everything was perfect.
Absolutely perfect.
Nothing was between us except love.
How i wish we were back to where we once were.
Nothing is able to replace these things and these memories.
No love can be better than that.
I would not ask for more cause there's nothing more to ask.
move on lisa!
you have to be strong,
baby. i still love you. i really do.
sorry to all the ppl who have been tryingto help me.
I will try my best to move on okay?
I just need time... and lots of encouragement. :[
Tuesday, March 31, 2009@7:14 AM
Continuedddd
RICHELLE IS HEROIN TO ME!
SHE MAKES ME HIGH!!!
HAHAHA!
AND I MAKE HER "HIGHER"
More pics to be uploaded!!!!!!! LOVELOVELOVE!! THIS IS HAPPINESS ONLY FRIENDSHIP CAN PRODUCE!! HAHAHA
Friday, March 20, 2009@11:51 PM
Missing? or hating? or angry?
Hey,
today is thursday...
Freaking disappointed. i am still waiting for his return.....
wondering if he is brave enough to face me when he get back.
wondering if i am the first person he look for once he return.
Wondering if he wil go home first.
Wondering if he will ciao to other places with his friends to play rather den come find me.
Wondering if will he forget me.
Wondering if he will still remember me.
Wondering if he knows that there is someone here waiting for him.
Wondering if he still loves me....
Wondering if our story will be continued.....
Haishh...
So many things i found out after his departure.
All the bits and pieces of truth revealed in front of me,
Waiting for my answers,
Waiting for the solution,
Waiting for him.
So faster come back brandyyy...
Stop leaving me hanging with so any confusions and questions.
Just answer me, show me and be honest with me.
I WANT NO MORE LIEEEESSSS!
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!!
Thursday, March 19, 2009@3:19 AM
disappoinment
17th March '09
1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO ME AND BRANDON.
bUT It wasn't happy ATALL.
He flew to thailand without even informing me.
Without a little goodbye.
All he did was wake up, called me, said :"Baby, HAPPY ONE YEAR!" "i wake up le, i go bathe, bathe le call you k?"
when he called me he said :"Baby, bathe le, i going out now k? i reach sch and all call you again ok?"
so i waited,
Not even one call or one small text from him.
kept calling him,
but at abt 12 plus,
His phone turned into "The M1 customer you're calling is currently unavailable, to leave a message, press the # key." zzzzz
kept calling, till 4 plus i called his hse,
his maid told me that brandon go thailand alrd,
I was shocked, so i kupped.
I kept thinking, "IMPOSSIBLE MA! TMR IS HIS FLIGHT AND HE SUPPOSED TO MEET ME TODAY!! OUR ONE YEAR!"
so i called back, his sister told me brandon really left andshe heard him tell his mum that he leaving early in case later airport there too crowded and all.
den i was like "WTF?!?!?!?!?! He left without saying goodbye, and best of all on our 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY?!?!?!?! he told me he meeting me, he told me going to sch!!! i still have things to give m e and he still owe me that GOD DAMN-ED ANITI-VIRUS THINGY! and now without that anti-virus thingy, i cannot use my com!!!! FURKK!!!!!! HE IS A JERK!!"
den his sister and i chatted and she told me that brandon still smokes.
She say he just smoked on 16thmarch. (the last time he smoked.)
I WAS FREAKING SHOCKED ALSO!~!@#$%%&^*(*(&^%#@!~
He told me he PROMISED AND SWEAR HE WILL NOT TOUCH THE CIGG AGAIN AND HAVE PROCLAIMED TO HIS FRIENDS THAT HE'S QUITTING. WTF?!?!?!?!
Shall get things clear when he comes back. SERIOUSLY GET THINGS FURKING CLEEEEEAR~
so freaking angry and DISAPPOINTED!!!!!
End here, photos that are said to be uploaded will be done after brandon gets back and cure my com virus~ it's his DUTY! cause he sold me that furking com with a expired anti-virus~ zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
-end.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009@6:58 AM
:]
Met up with Renata that day before i went for the "beauty exhibition" :] she Had her braces on. so cool~ lol!
I still think she dunn have braces better. i like her buck teeth. HAHA! :D serious...!
Next i wanna show you guys how ugly a smoker's TEETH is.YOU SEEEE! FREAK YELLOW RIGHT?
so cute and handsome hunks and babes, do want this to ruin your face??
May look so cute on the outside, but when you open your mouth..............
oinks..... -.-
so freaking angry.
This is what he did to cheat me for 1 year!!!!
ONE furking year.
cheat me for yellow teeth.!!! nonsense.
Not only yellow teeth but lung disease and cancer too,
Why do ppl like him wanna sacrifice our once lovely quarrel-free relation ship to DIE earlier?
HUH?!
And why lie to me in the first place?????
Is there this need to lie?
So foolish. WHATEVER~~
ANYWAYSSSSSS...
Here are some photos of me and Richelle quakquakssss!
So long since we met up.
and when we finally met up.
we sure took LOTSA photos.
Crazy ones..............
But in the end we are still happy :]
If you think this is it, you can't understand english.
Cause i said LOTSA. and this is not even many. LOLS
MORE TO BE UPLOADED!!!
stay tunedddd.. :]
Thursday, March 12, 2009@5:16 PM