The more i think of it the more disgusted an cheated i feel,
Only ppl who know what he did, said and shown, knows what i mean.

How can this be love?
you keep saying you do but it's not.
If you love me, why is this happening?
It is so ridiculous.

disgusted by you.

You contradict every single time.
I really dun understand why. You make me feel so insignificant.
You make me feel tat you only need me when you have no one else,
No one else to fill your "empty space". When your friends are busy, you find me and be "oh-so-nice" to me.
And when they are free, you tell me your occupied and become busy and cold towards me, and after the leave, you come back and talk to me and say things like

"bohbian, what to do?, they come my house i cannot do anything, oh i forgot abt you, i forgot to call you,handphone no batt, never saw your calls, never saw your msg, my friends with me cannot pick up, dunno what to reply, huh? got mehs?, I didnt know i supposed to call you, i thought call you tmr?, you got ask me call you mehs?, oh, den?, sorry, kk, fuck la!, kaopei la!, Can you dun kaopei me anot?, Fuck it la!, fuck off la!, ya la ya la, den next time dun call me la!, den next time i wunn say i will call you anymore, ... etc"

When you said all these, how i feel?
you jitao treat me so invisible and like a substitute.
I really cannot understand, is this your definition of love?

Now you got other girls you tell me you dunno what you want anymore.
So all those things you said and did to me are all just for show to keep me with you until this moment arrives?
To keep me hanging on until you find another girl?
You tell me that i am important, but it seems like the other party is more.
Please tell me what you want.
Cause this is not the type of guy and relationship i want.
Even though we are not tgt, but we were before and you gurantee to me that we will be once again.
But you seem to be breaking this particular promise.

Contradiction,
Thats all that you have been doing.
Contradiction : Wearing a mask and removing it after the show.

Honestly,
i am worn out.

-totally