You say you love me, miss me and want me whenever you have nobody.
I have always believed those words and became a fool.
Always wavering by your side and clinging to that small little patch of hope you have created, thinking one day we will be happy again together like how we were one year ago.
Once upon a time i thought that no guy can ever replace you or be better than you as you are the one i am seeking you are all that i need. Not more, not less.
But time after time, you leave me alone picking up the broken pieces of my heart which you have shattered.
My fingers get cut with every piece i pick up. Many times i feel like giving up, but i know i have to continue or else i will end up a pathetic stupid girl.
At times you will pick some of the pieces up for me and put them tgt again.
But shortly when my heart starts building up, you give a great blow and shatter it once again.
Each time more painful than the other.
The final time you threw my heart was for another girl.
Unbelieveable.
I really could not accept what's happening.
I decided to let go. The process was tough and rocky as you decided to let me go and throw me out of your life.
So i will grant your wish and i shall leave and not cling on anymore.
During this period,
GOD has given me joy and laughter and also new love. Him.
This is when i know that even though you have thrown me away, God has not. In fact he threw you away and given me something better.
He gave me hope that i will be able to love again and slowly i am sure, i will be able to trust again.
I really thank God for letting me have you as part of my life.
Cause without you, i will not know what i want in a relationship, i will not know the rights and wrongs in a relationship and all.
I really LOVED you once, and i thank you for once loving me too,
YOU have let me experinced LOVED and BEING LOVED.
Now i shall pick myself up and pass on my love to the one who have given me to courage to move on and the courage to love.

Brandon, i have moved on, so should you.
You told me you did, but you again you told me you didn't.
So where are you now boy? Happiness is waiting.
Do not let opportunities slip by. Love will not be by your side all the time waiting for you.
Once it's gone, there is chances that you will never find the same one again.
So take care alrights?
Thank you, and sorry Lisa's stupid BEAVER boy, Brandy :D

BABY!
We shall move on together strong alrights?
We shall take every step as a stepping stone to the perfect relationship okeh?
Learn from every arguement and mistake and one day i am sure you will become my prince and i will be more than happy to be your princess.
And we will LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER!
So let time show all. sorry for the insecurity, but i hope you understand, he is not just any other guy.
Loves.

i am really sorry.
i really feel like a bad person. But still do not understand why you still dunn wanna go away...
What is in me that makes you stay?

i am such a bad person.
Really terrible.
So sorry... T.T

Baby read my blog ystd and felt sad cause of my previous post.
SORRY BABY!
I am sure as time goes by all those post will be pushed down and replaced by happy moments we spend tgt yeapps???

I love you baby boy and thats's the most impt thing yeapps? :D
you're in school now so study hard okeh!
GREAT! Its like raining here now. T.T hate rainy days.... -.-

Thanks for your concern yesterday, kinda unexpected but really appreciated it. didnt know or expect you to care anymore but yeaps!
Thanks so much for offering me your care :] greatly appreciated. You too must take lotsa care alrights?
Happiness is waiting somewhere out there for you! Grab hold of every opportunity k? :D Live Life to it's fullest! <33

LISA HO AN QI IS SICK!
down with fever,flu and sore throat.
It feels so horrible los.
especially whenever you cough your head burns and your chest stings. ouch!

Anyway,
Lookie at my new blog skin!
As you can see, It totally not finished.
PEOPLE! please tag me with your link once my tagboard is up!
I totally deleted my previous blog html due to some irritating events,
SORRY!
remember to tag me with your link so i can link you guys!

Sorry Jacqueline, Munling and Alannuo!
Due to my sickness i will be unable to help you guys out on the project!
i am so so so sorry! but i believe you guys know what to do uh! :D
If you need extra help call me and i will try my best alrights mates? :D
LOVE YOU GUYS!