Dairie of an ORDINARY girl. :D

2010-06-06T08:50:00.000-07:00

THIS IS SO TRUEEE~!

If you argue with him, you're hard-headed. If you're quiet, he don't care.

If you call him, you're too clingy crazy. If he calls you, he says you should be happy.

If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. When you do love him, he leaves.

If you don't fuck him, you're a tease. If you do, you're easy.

You tell him your problems, he says you're immature. If you don't, he says you don't trust him.

If you lecture him, you just want to argue. If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares'.

If you break a promise, he doesn't trust you anymore. If he breaks it, it's because he had to.

If you cheat, he expects it to be over. If he cheats, he wants another chance.

They're basically the same.

Guys drink to forget about girls; girls drink to think back about the guy.

When guys are in love they become poor; when girls are in love they become pretty.

Guys can forget, but can't forgive; girls can forgive but can't forget.

When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl.

When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy.

Guys wish to be her first love, girls wish to be his last.

Credits to Cleomine :]

AVARTAR

2009-12-16T20:19:00.000-08:00

WOOO HOOO!
Watched AVATAR WITH FAMILY AND bro's friend johnson ystd!!
DAMN NICE!
rating: 5/5 STARS! nicenicenice!

3Hour show mans! freaking long. reached home 1 plus am. Coolios!
Got big prob waking up in the morning. Luckily Monica woke me up.
Raining somemore eh. zzzz.

Oh anyways, Avatar is MUSTMUST watch!

Lisa's gonna fail all of her referals. GG!

going to watch bleach. now. got lotsa catching up to do. T.T

lalala

2009-11-24T05:44:00.000-08:00

You say you love me, miss me and want me whenever you have nobody.
I have always believed those words and became a fool.
Always wavering by your side and clinging to that small little patch of hope you have created, thinking one day we will be happy again together like how we were one year ago.
Once upon a time i thought that no guy can ever replace you or be better than you as you are the one i am seeking you are all that i need. Not more, not less.
But time after time, you leave me alone picking up the broken pieces of my heart which you have shattered.
My fingers get cut with every piece i pick up. Many times i feel like giving up, but i know i have to continue or else i will end up a pathetic stupid girl.
At times you will pick some of the pieces up for me and put them tgt again.
But shortly when my heart starts building up, you give a great blow and shatter it once again.
Each time more painful than the other.
The final time you threw my heart was for another girl.
Unbelieveable.
I really could not accept what's happening.
I decided to let go. The process was tough and rocky as you decided to let me go and throw me out of your life.
So i will grant your wish and i shall leave and not cling on anymore.
During this period,
GOD has given me joy and laughter and also new love. Him.
This is when i know that even though you have thrown me away, God has not. In fact he threw you away and given me something better.
He gave me hope that i will be able to love again and slowly i am sure, i will be able to trust again.
I really thank God for letting me have you as part of my life.
Cause without you, i will not know what i want in a relationship, i will not know the rights and wrongs in a relationship and all.
I really LOVED you once, and i thank you for once loving me too,
YOU have let me experinced LOVED and BEING LOVED.
Now i shall pick myself up and pass on my love to the one who have given me to courage to move on and the courage to love.

Brandon, i have moved on, so should you.
You told me you did, but you again you told me you didn't.
So where are you now boy? Happiness is waiting.
Do not let opportunities slip by. Love will not be by your side all the time waiting for you.
Once it's gone, there is chances that you will never find the same one again.
So take care alrights?
Thank you, and sorry Lisa's stupid BEAVER boy, Brandy :D

BABY!
We shall move on together strong alrights?
We shall take every step as a stepping stone to the perfect relationship okeh?
Learn from every arguement and mistake and one day i am sure you will become my prince and i will be more than happy to be your princess.
And we will LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER!
So let time show all. sorry for the insecurity, but i hope you understand, he is not just any other guy.
Loves.

2009-11-13T07:02:00.000-08:00

i am really sorry.
i really feel like a bad person. But still do not understand why you still dunn wanna go away...
What is in me that makes you stay?

i am such a bad person.
Really terrible.
So sorry... T.T

sorry

2009-11-01T23:52:00.000-08:00

Baby read my blog ystd and felt sad cause of my previous post.
SORRY BABY!
I am sure as time goes by all those post will be pushed down and replaced by happy moments we spend tgt yeapps???

I love you baby boy and thats's the most impt thing yeapps? :D
you're in school now so study hard okeh!
GREAT! Its like raining here now. T.T hate rainy days.... -.-

Thanks for your concern yesterday, kinda unexpected but really appreciated it. didnt know or expect you to care anymore but yeaps!
Thanks so much for offering me your care :] greatly appreciated. You too must take lotsa care alrights?
Happiness is waiting somewhere out there for you! Grab hold of every opportunity k? :D Live Life to it's fullest! <33

SICK

2009-11-01T04:57:00.000-08:00

LISA HO AN QI IS SICK!
down with fever,flu and sore throat.
It feels so horrible los.
especially whenever you cough your head burns and your chest stings. ouch!

Anyway,
Lookie at my new blog skin!
As you can see, It totally not finished.
PEOPLE! please tag me with your link once my tagboard is up!
I totally deleted my previous blog html due to some irritating events,
SORRY!
remember to tag me with your link so i can link you guys!

Sorry Jacqueline, Munling and Alannuo!
Due to my sickness i will be unable to help you guys out on the project!
i am so so so sorry! but i believe you guys know what to do uh! :D
If you need extra help call me and i will try my best alrights mates? :D
LOVE YOU GUYS!

MUFFIN

2009-10-29T08:01:00.000-07:00

MUFFIN! MUFFIN! MUFFIN!
RIS LOW~ RIS LOW~ RIS LOW~
BOOMS BOOMS BOoOoOooOooOoOoOooOOOOMSSzzz~!

HAHAHHAA!
These are the topic and teasers that are being spread throughout my class and hopefully NOT around school!
Justina they all keep calling me muffin girl den say what i have muffin gang.
Feel so sad, vulnerable and fragile. hahaha. but quite funny la :D
tat's what makes DTM 409, DTM 409! fun and always laughing at each other. (And unfortunately, especially me -.-)
Den they say i am the next ris Low cause i pronounced fried rice as FRY rice. den they make fun los, den what ever question i am asked they will answer BOOMzZz. LOL!
Asshole los!

But thats also why i love them :D
HEHEHE.
Standard one, every day in school i will be laughing at myself :]
Thats what makes school fun!!
LOVE YOU DTM 409! :D

-MuffinGirlll...~ <33

Picturess~

2009-10-19T17:17:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY:

Lisa actually organised a group meeting for our Tourism Geography project.
The what Cambridge California one.
Actually supposed to meet up at 12am,
But sorry teAM~i dragged till 2pm xD
I told them tat project will end roughly abt 4pm,
In the end you know what time we ended?
We reached the library at 2 plus 3, we finished at 3:15 hahaha! :D
Den Jacqueline was like:
",HUH?! liddat can go home liaos?!
So our project just 15 mins?!Dunno who still say until 4?!"

Den we slacked awhile at the library taking photos with my lappy. :D
UPLOAD SOON STAY TUNED!
Had so much fun taking photos! Weeeeeee~!

den later when Alannuo reached,
We headed for yoshinoya.
I have to wait behind this ridiculously long queue for the ATM just to buy a medium ice lemon tea =.-

After tat, due to baby's tummy problem,
Have to cab to his placeeee T.T

REACHED BABY'S GATE!
had problems opening it... cause dunno how to open gate uh, den abit nervous. HAHAHA.
I was like chanting "stupid Nicholas, where are you? Eh Nicholas where are you mans!"
Den suddenly he popped out behind me den i was like shocked la.
HAahaha :D
Went up to baby's room,he rested, den played the song hero to me with his guitar.
So sweet! thank you baby for trying to continuously play the guitar and singing me to sleep every night:] lovees..
Went downstairs to eat.and unfortunately, we have to share one piece of chicken cutlet and 4 hash browns cause his maid didnt know i am staying for dinner x[
Nvm! I eat very little anyways...:]

den later, went up again waited for Nick to get changed, took PICTURES with Lisa's lappy~ (UPLOADING SOON! STAY TUNED!) den back to my place to grab clothes.
when at home,
my mum was like so nice and happy to see us,
she prepared BBQ and fried chicken wings with a cup of ribena for us :D
Yummms! ILOVEYOUMUMMY!
After tat my mum and i showed Nick my young photos.
Chatted and headed to cabbed to AMK.
wanted to CATCH A LATE NIGHT SHOW but cinema closed,
should have checked the time slots first los.-.-
Strolled ard the area, Had lotsa fun chats and nonsense!
den back to his place :D

Told him tat when i was home, it felt like we were married and i went home to visit my mum den have to go back to the guy's place. LOL.
K fine, thinking too much. But it do felt so though T.T
den we ate ice cream,
Played with Zed,
watched underworld3,
sleeeeeeeeeep till now :D

PHOTOS SOON PEEPS~ HEHEHE.
Getting ready for school TODAY.
skipping Guna's lesson cause baby still want to sleep. :]

Toooodleeeeees~

LOve

2009-10-01T06:50:00.000-07:00

Love really hurts man,
Went to zoo with brandon and family today, so rush because brandon freaking irresponsible!
He did not do what he is supposed to! because he went out with _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ and clique to watch movie and neglected his promise and responsiblity.
What i get for trusting him. totally COCKED up.
Made us so fan today. dunno what to do, not enough time, money blablabla. woah! SOT!

So a cabbed to his place to put my stuff,
After smth happened, turned nd thought, waited but yea. different.
thinking to myself, still all's not clear.

An advice to her
"dunn be so stupid and yes, this time you must not fall to deep, or you will end up suffering. Unlike me, i tolerate. but it's wrong. dun be like me, a stupid freaking idiot BIMBO!"

after we rested, cabbed down to ZOO. RAINING LEHS! we were like so afraid of being drenched. -.- waiting for a cab in a rainy day is like so difficult.
Finally a cab came :D happy!!
boarded. asked him my questions, all he said is i dunno. so irritating.

The weather very funny one, after we drove past this particular shelter, the rain stopped, den start again, den when turning into zoo, rain stopped. LOL.
Waited for my father to come out pass us money!! Hahaha or else stuck outside.
She called, missed it 3 times NOT on purpose! so he text her.... lies...
nvm. He does tat to me and cleo, so yeaps.

Kinda had a tiff with Brandon again as his actions are making me go crazy and confused.
He made his choice but he is like still making ppl ard us think tat we're tgt.
I feel heartbroken whenever i thought back. haish.
But i do like it when he initiates to hold me in his own way <33
But it does hurt when his choice dun match to what he is doing.
But i am glad he is still by my side.

anyway, dad came out, bought our tickets and strolled in!
ZOOO!! WEEE! we skipped quite a few exhibits cause we came late and my bro and mum are already far ahead. so went straight to fragile forest. :D didnt go in though cause by the time we reached, mum and bro came out :D

so went to playwater at the new water playground!
:D when we reached there, saw so many kids and found it stupid to play.
Ate kfc first :D
tiff again. cause i cant understand blablabla.
but ok again, cause also nothing i can do...
So when we went out after our meal, we told my mum we dunn really feel like playing,
so she asked us to go video him can le.
So Brandon agreed without hesitation. HAHA!
We totally didnt expect to get wet, but after awhile of videoing,
We got EACH OTHER wet! just for the sake of fun.
It started when i was standing near to this "sprayspray" thing that sprays huge amount of water within a certain distance.
Aboy ran up to it, and sprayed me unnoticed and Brandon straight away burst out laughing!
WOah! i was like WTF!?!?!? shocked bodoh!! xD
he keep laughing and laughing so i wanna let his taste WETnessssss MUAHAHAHA!
rAN ALL AROUND THE WATER PLAYGROUND and after 2 HOURS of fun and laughter, we were DRENCHED!
actually brandon is afraid to get wet cause his phone with him, But i dun care!!
He keep soaking and splashing and kicking water at me! and i keep failing! so i must have REVENGE! HOHOHO! AND SUCCESS!! hahahaha! in the end he did not get angry of course but damn fun, everyone was like looking at how happy we were and yeapps! we are happy too!
and i accidentally sprayed a angmoh when he was talking to his son cause i was aiming brandon!
PAISEH BODOH! den brandon was like :P behind that angmoh and kept laughing cause at that time i am still failing to get him wet. HAHAHA!

FUN DAY AT ZOO~!
Brandon said he had lotsa fun, totally didnt expect to get wet and play!
hohoho! Being a kid is JOY! :DDD

went to wash up... :D
Thought of stuff... blablabla...

went to causeway ate jack's place. :D
Brandon ordered ribeye and i ordered grilled chicken, HAHAHA!
stUpid meal i choose but yea, i dunn eat beef,pork and mutton so bohbian!! xD
went cotton on buy 2 cardigans (cause i was freaking cold!), brandon choose the grey one and i took the black one. :D
Went back and makan :D
Yummms! :D had so many nonsense in the restuarant~!
Me and brandon were like crapping with dialects and slangs esp canto and hokkien :]
Cause i dunno how to speak hokkien and he dunno how to speak canto. HAHAHA!
so funnnnnn!
So long never like this laugh and joke le :D
Missed those days :D thanks Beee for letting me feel our crap and hyperness once again :D

After tat went to arcade, played saw Jiaxin and his friendsss. Paiseh mans cause was having a sad moment of thoughts. plus i never wear contacts or specs so didnt know it was him. -.-

played with my bro! FUN throwing balls :D
but the 2nd round of throwing, i angry so i stroded off.
He purposely wanna make me angry. Hurmp, angriiexx nehhiieessxx...
xDDDDDD
he came out and talked to me, but all he said is i dunno, so i dunn whats the point of him coming to talk to me.
Den after tat he told me things tat makes me more confused and arouse more questions,
So i asked those questions and he just continued with his dunno!
But he says he still love me for sure. sooo.... yea, thats one of the confusing thingy.
Making me very very xinku cause i held on so long, waited, trusted him like he asked me too, and in the end, POP* goes the weasle! (dunno how to spell xD)

BLABLABLA HAPPENED,
promised to get him a helicopter -.-
when i told him ask _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ to buy for you la!
Den he say ok, i will. den i waled away, came back pull me and said: "there, bee helicopter, you say you will buy for me!"
i said : "Yea i said tat, but yea! i not supposed to anymore! ask her buy! Of course i will buy for you, but you choose already so... (give the bohbian action)" walked away, turned back and see him frowning and giving the sad sad face,
So i went back and said, ok la! will buy for you k?
He jitao straight away become HAPPY BOY! HAHAHA :D

we both keep xxxboy and xxxgirl here and there now so used to saying it liaos hahaha:D
cute hohs?
kk fine dun buay bah liaos :D

den went toy shop see things joke ard again.... blablabla

HOMED.
hehheh!!

Had a real fun day!
But situation's different,
But thanks behbeh for playing with me and making me happy!
So long we never smile and laugh like this le hohs??
hehehe :D
Miss it? :]
We are the HYPER COUPLE! forever happy go lucky uh?

-cheeerrs...

Miss those moments, those memories, those tears, those days and those joy.
but how i wish they won't be memories but continue.
Our story cant just end here,

can it?
Love you my Baby Bread/Beaver/Big nose Boy, forever...
and you know it's true :]

whywhywhy

2009-09-30T02:35:00.000-07:00

The more i think of it the more disgusted an cheated i feel,
Only ppl who know what he did, said and shown, knows what i mean.

How can this be love?
you keep saying you do but it's not.
If you love me, why is this happening?
It is so ridiculous.

disgusted by you.

contradict

2009-09-28T16:21:00.001-07:00

You contradict every single time.
I really dun understand why. You make me feel so insignificant.
You make me feel tat you only need me when you have no one else,
No one else to fill your "empty space". When your friends are busy, you find me and be "oh-so-nice" to me.
And when they are free, you tell me your occupied and become busy and cold towards me, and after the leave, you come back and talk to me and say things like

"bohbian, what to do?, they come my house i cannot do anything, oh i forgot abt you, i forgot to call you,handphone no batt, never saw your calls, never saw your msg, my friends with me cannot pick up, dunno what to reply, huh? got mehs?, I didnt know i supposed to call you, i thought call you tmr?, you got ask me call you mehs?, oh, den?, sorry, kk, fuck la!, kaopei la!, Can you dun kaopei me anot?, Fuck it la!, fuck off la!, ya la ya la, den next time dun call me la!, den next time i wunn say i will call you anymore, ... etc"

When you said all these, how i feel?
you jitao treat me so invisible and like a substitute.
I really cannot understand, is this your definition of love?

Now you got other girls you tell me you dunno what you want anymore.
So all those things you said and did to me are all just for show to keep me with you until this moment arrives?
To keep me hanging on until you find another girl?
You tell me that i am important, but it seems like the other party is more.
Please tell me what you want.
Cause this is not the type of guy and relationship i want.
Even though we are not tgt, but we were before and you gurantee to me that we will be once again.
But you seem to be breaking this particular promise.

Contradiction,
Thats all that you have been doing.
Contradiction : Wearing a mask and removing it after the show.

Honestly,
i am worn out.

-totally

FACTS :D

2009-09-04T13:42:00.000-07:00

I got this from Nichole's site :D

True to the max~! :D

Guy Facts ---

When a guy calls you ,he wants to be with you .

When a guy is quiet ,He's listening to you .

When a guy is not arguing ,He realizes he's wrong .

When a guy says, "I'm fine" after a few minutes ,he means it .

When a guy stares at you,he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do .

When your laying your head on a guy's chest ,he has the world .

When a guy calls/texts/comments/messages you everyday ,he is in love .

When a (good) guy tells you he loves you ,he means it .

When a guy says he can't live without you ,he's with you till your done .

When a guy says, "I miss you ,"he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else .

Girl Facts --

When a girl is mean to you after a break-up ,she wants you back but she is too scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever .

When you catch a girl glancing at you ,she wants you to look back and smile .

When a girl bumps into your arm ,while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand .

When she wants a hug ,she will just stand there .

When u break a girls heart ,she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later .

When a girl is quiet ,millions of things are running through her mind .

When a girl is not arguing ,she is thinking deeply .

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions ,she is wondering how long you will be around .

When a girl answers, "I'm fine"after afew seconds ,she is not fine at all .

When a girl stares at you ,she is wondering why you are playing games .

When a girl lays her head on your chest ,she is wishing for you to be hers forever .

When a girl says she can't live without you ,she has made up her mind that you are her future .

When a girl says, "I miss you" ,no one in this world can miss you more than that .

repost this in 10 minutes and your truelove will call you;text you;kiss you;or just surprise u (:

cannot tahan

2009-08-05T06:55:00.000-07:00

I really cannot tolerate the way you are treating me,
totally no feeling that we're tgt or that we are in love or whatever.
what the hell.

Yes i may have done wrong things, but i am really sorry and i have learnt my mistakes and did not repeat these things anymore.
But must you treat me like this?

denley' birthday

2009-08-02T06:59:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DENLEY TAN YONG HAN!!!!!!!
Hope you had fun ystd :D Which i think you did. :))
Sorry for everything boy.... really am.

LOVELOVE YOU FOREVER :]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

May all your wishes come true and study hard!!
Be happy alrights boy?
Hope you had a enjoyable dinner with your parents today :]

happy birthday pamela!

2009-07-27T04:43:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAMELA!!!!!!!!!!

Lisa's birthday is tomorrow xD

Haishhh...
He says he is returning today.
But..
Yeapssssssss...~~~

zzzzzzzzzzz

expired phOtos

2009-07-12T07:08:00.000-07:00

sOME EXPIRED PHOTOS TAKEN WITH JEREMY AND CHRISTOPHER BEFORE THE START OF SCHOOL HOLIDAYS XDD

Had an eye infection tat day and had to wear specs to school.

so jeremy and i decided to cam-whore with my specs and his shades,

Den Timothy Christopher Nicholas Tan came and joined us xD

I think i look cute here xDDD (top photo)

Traded eye-wear.

Jeremy emphasised on the "GEEK" look and i emphasised on the "COOL" look. Success goes more to JEREMY! XDD

Here are some pics of jeremy!

(top photo) He look like some hong kong guy. Looks good though xD

Jeremy's Angry face!!

There were these ACT CUTE/STEP BENG/ POPULAR-WANNA BES sitting beside us, den they were like keep staring at me. esp this girl with the act cute ribbon and checkered red skirt so digustingggg~~~ Den amalina told me, den i told jeremy and he said "WHO DARE STARE AT YOU SIAK?! WHICH IDIOT FROM THE TABLE BESIDE?!" Loudly lehs!! den he gave that face while he saying that! xD funny siak :]]

ACT CUTE LEHS JEREMY! XDDDD

Some candid snaps of him,

(bottom photo) not really sure of the reason to his laughing, but yea..

AHAHA :] pictures taken during lunch at cine's BBQ CHICKEN :]

i still rememebered Asaph ate his hot hot drums xD

During group project!

Love the both of them,

But i look so what in the pictures. stupid me... haishhh.. LOVESS!

In this picture,

Jeremy look like he is "sleepishly" smiling and i look like i am constipated and jacque has this super naturally long moustache made by her hair and the hand behind my head look like other ppl's but it's actually mine. =.= so in summary, this photo is a FAILURE! but, still sweet xD

LOVELOVE!

-end.

Am i really that worthless? I reallydonotknowwhatisinyourmind.

Do you love me? Do you want me?

Will you cherish me? will you treasure me?

Will history repeat? am i nothing but someone whom you turn to when you have no other choice?

Will you only want me when i am the last bucket of water the earth has? Only till then will i be impt? Beloved? haish, whatever~

Working days/ Transformers day

2009-06-29T06:38:00.000-07:00

Transformers day :]
Planned to go out with Denley only but end up, transformers fall on the same day, so,
Munling gave up her ticket as she is unable to make it and asked to ask Denley if he wanna go with me.
I asked and that sweet lil' thing agreed :] (unwillingly, which unsweetened his sweetness =.=)
He is nice enough to pei me to bp first den to vivo. LOL
he was reluctant as he dunn like mixing with the school. lol.... =.=
But thanks for accompanying meeee everywhere tat day :]
Saw fransico :] he was alone but claimed tat he was with his friends.
so, believe him los.....
Den when we entered the cinema, he was coincidentally the same row with me!!
Happiness filled my brains (i dunno why) and i asked him to sit beside me as he is like just one seat away...
Den he gave nonsense reasons tat there is a stranger seated there and whatever~
This went on for quite some time until he realised tat he is not seating with his classmates and the only person not stranger to him in that row is me, so in the end, finally, he sat beside me.
I personally felt tat TRANSFORMERS is a nice and funny show.
But dunno why, that little denley, never even laugh at all.
There was this part the whole entire cinema was filled with laughter, but only denlry sat there emotionless =.= even frans laughed here and there. but denley isl ike totally o.o liddat.

HAISHH!!
Pictures only taken with jacqqy :]
LOVELOVE <33

Met up with munling after the movie with muadz and blabalbalbalbalaaaaa.. xD

she wore blue contacts tat day cause she say muads like them =.=

Den me and denley headed to town, wanted to catch Drag me to hell.

Bought a $7.50 ticket at 11pm.

and in the end never watch,

this is how i went..

(queueing for the ticket)

Lisa: Eh, i think cine no seats le lehs for the 9:15 show, wanna ask for the cathay one anot?

Denley: I anything one.

(Hopped to multiple counters on the 4th and 5th floor and finally....)

Lisa: I would like to check the time slots at the cathay for drag me to hell.

Counter: okay.

(shows us the timeslots)

Lisa: Denley, so how? the 11 o'clock one okeh?

Denley: I anything one.

Lisa: we will get the 11 oclock show :]

Counter: okeh

(blablabla, denley paid.... blablabla got the tickets, walked out from the queue, i turned and looked and denley)

..paused for awhile..

Lisa: Eh, i got a question...

Denley: what?

Lisa: If we 11 go watch, watch finish le how we go home???

Denley: YA LA!! I WAS THINKING ABOUT THAT JUST NOW TOO! HOWHOW? Don't watch la? the money gone nevermind.

Lisa: HUH!?!?!! DUN WANT LA! REFUND LA! and why just now you never say?!

Denley: Cause you buying ma, tats why when you buy the 11 one i thinking...

Lisa: haiyo! we go ask counter.

askaskask.

We asked for an exchange to cine, but only front row left,

Den asked for refund....

Cannot refund....

so in the end never watch den go eat kfc, he treat also eh!!

OHMY... felt so bad la tat day. stupid =.=

Thanks Den!!! :]]

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First day of work!

Renata tagged along! Shocking eh!

She went and applied too and NANA asked her to trail work on the spot.

so we took pictures!!

Now waiting to see if she gets hired or not.

I am still working there though! please come visit.

Renata looks like snow white in the shop.

Suddenly i feel tat she looks like a princess x] hahaa. :D

2009-06-29T04:44:00.000-07:00

WEB CAM FUN!
Testing out my new lappy's webcam :]] Weeeeeeeee~

First day of work :]

Bored at home~~ =.=

Just woke up!!! HAHAHAA.

Still in my pjs and messy hair :] waking up with a computer right in front of me feels great!! :D

Using computer on bed feel as good too :]]

MICHEAL JACKSON

2009-06-27T07:49:00.000-07:00

MICHEAL JACKSON IS DEAD!!!!!!

NONONONONONONO~!!!!

He is my loved idol since like i was 3????

I have been listening to his music and watching his music videos all the time and i even danced to his music in public when i was 5!!!!!!!!!

ohmygooooooooooddddddnessss!!

This is tragic!

He is even unable to complete his very last performance!!

WHYWHYWHY?!!??!

SO UNFAIR.

SHIET MAN. BLOODY HELL. furk.....

This is so not supposed to be happening!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FREAKKKKK!!!

EEEK! dammit man! DAMNNN IITTTTTT!!!

R.i.p micheal.

You forever live on in our hearts!!!!

Haish...

Sometimes i really wonder...

What am i to you??? Or should i re-phrase to, what am i to you STILL ???

Nothing?

2009-06-22T05:19:00.000-07:00

Holidays are here!
Work starts on thursday at NANA again!
Hope this time i wun screw up xD
Do visit me alrightss? :]]

Haishh...
Can't make it for transformers... SIAN LA
Can't make it for KTV session with daniel and clique. MORE SIAN!

Can i have the couage to love you?
Can i love you?
But will you love me?
Do you love me?
what is love?
Can you show me??
i need to know and i need to see.....

Sometimes i really really do miss you.
Very very much.....

2009-06-07T02:19:00.000-07:00

CAMWHOR-ING SESSION!!!!! WEEEEEeeeeeee!!

STARRING,

amalina and LISA!

AND...

JEREMY, SLEEPING~!!!

with lisa's mocking xD

SOME STUPID JUST FOR FUN PICTURES,

Featuring me me me me and.... me :] try not to laugh okeh? :]

i also dunno whats with this face =.=

err... -,- there's something really wrong with me. lol

YAPS! there certainly is.

I seriously have to agree with Darling Zhiqi and Lessy Renata that i look like a Dino here, LOL. Plus i am like wearing green?? =.=

Act cute, but i obviously failed =.= "]

Friends whom decided to join me! :] Sherman and Faiz :]

I am a retarded. :]

Life have been suckish man...

Whats wrong with parents!

Freaking pissed off.......... =.=

Sorry my dearest friends if i have been neglecting you guys.

Really stressed nowadays but still glad, despite everything, you guys still stuck by my side, :]

Espeacially LimZhiQi. :]]

LOVELOVE you forever darlingggggggg~ :]

Btw, i know what you send my mum. LOL.

But not gonna talk abt it :] I understand.

And very very happy you and Junny got back tgt yaps?!!?!?

Hope you guys will be happier this time in your whole new start okeh???

Somethings just can never be replaced aye? :]]]]]]

Nono,

SomeOne can never ever be replaced,

CHERISH EACH OTHER OH~~~!! :]

AND LAST LONGLONGLONGLONG!!!

BRANDON

2009-05-30T01:57:00.000-07:00

BRANDON DERMAWAN GOH YAP HWEE :DDD

HAHAHA ^^

LISA AND MUNLING

2009-05-25T07:00:00.000-07:00

MUNLING AND LISA !!!
PHOTO TAKING SESSION IN SCHOOL!!! :DDDD

Sorry uh,
only 1/4 your face :[[ lol

I really dunno what's with the face~ lol

Ayishah!! :] Gotcha!!

Join in the fun babe!!! :]

Munling,

Why you looking at me?????????

Funny is it?!

This is totally candid xD

Hope to take more and more photos tgt~!!! "]]]

2009-05-03T06:24:00.000-07:00

Many attempts made to just take a proper pic with glenny!!!

AFTER MORE FAILURES AND INTERUPTION, (tat was asaph's hand btw) we took a proper one.
Wanna know who our photographer is,

TADAH! Germaine! She's chinese! PURE CHINESE! zzz dun believe. till now still dun believe! x[

Other shots on business wear day.

Most with jeremy.

The first pic, jeremy say he like falling on me, so we took many others. HAHAA! really like he falling hohs? hhahaa

i was laughing at his "i look like i falling on you"

I calmed down. but this pic like i trying to avoid him, so took another.

AIYAH! ANYTHING LAHS! this will do :] (i was still laughing at jeremy :])
Took with Jacqueline

Macdonald's manager :] Justina also.(but didnt have a chance to take photos with her, or maybe i did but its in her camera. hmmm)

woah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

look, Glenny so happy :]

hmmmmmmm.... i wonder why xDDDDDDDDD

Upload more soon! hahaha

2009-05-02T07:38:00.000-07:00

DTM 409 GIRLS! LOVELY BABES!!

:DDDDDDDDDDD

i love them xDD

BESTFRIENDS!!! <3333

start of something new

2009-04-14T07:30:00.000-07:00

WOOOHOOO!
SCH STARTEDDDD!!

FUNFUNFUN!!!!!!!!!!!!

A brand new start for me.
and i hope a brand new life too.
But no matter what! i will still never forget those who are dear to me!!!!
LOVE YOU ALL FOREVER!

Lisa made new friends.
and i love them very much! :]]

LOVESSSSSSSSS

my feelings

2009-03-31T07:14:00.000-07:00

Who in this world will know how i feel?

I would love to thank all my friends who have been there for me,
Ttrying their best to cheer me up and encouraging me to move on.
I really appreciate all of you.
PPl like, Renata, Winson, Zhiqi, Wenling, Richelle and Weisong....

Thanks you all.

Glad to know you're moving on to a wonderful new start.
I am very sorry if i am holding you back.
Just ask me gently "let me go"
And my hands will be off you alright?
Baby, i really really do love you very much.
But you indeed have inflicted too much damage upon me.
I wonder when will those pain and damage stop....
when i re-call our blissful past,
Everything was perfect.
Absolutely perfect.
Nothing was between us except love.

How i wish we were back to where we once were.
Nothing is able to replace these things and these memories.
No love can be better than that.
I would not ask for more cause there's nothing more to ask.

move on lisa!
you have to be strong,

baby. i still love you. i really do.

sorry to all the ppl who have been tryingto help me.
I will try my best to move on okay?
I just need time... and lots of encouragement. :[

Continuedddd

2009-03-20T23:51:00.000-07:00

RICHELLE IS HEROIN TO ME!

SHE MAKES ME HIGH!!!

HAHAHA!

AND I MAKE HER "HIGHER"

More pics to be uploaded!!!!!!! LOVELOVELOVE!! THIS IS HAPPINESS ONLY FRIENDSHIP CAN PRODUCE!! HAHAHA

Missing? or hating? or angry?

2009-03-19T03:19:00.000-07:00

Hey,

today is thursday...

Freaking disappointed. i am still waiting for his return.....

wondering if he is brave enough to face me when he get back.

wondering if i am the first person he look for once he return.

Wondering if he wil go home first.

Wondering if he will ciao to other places with his friends to play rather den come find me.

Wondering if will he forget me.

Wondering if he will still remember me.

Wondering if he knows that there is someone here waiting for him.

Wondering if he still loves me....

Wondering if our story will be continued.....

Haishh...

So many things i found out after his departure.

All the bits and pieces of truth revealed in front of me,

Waiting for my answers,

Waiting for the solution,

Waiting for him.

So faster come back brandyyy...

Stop leaving me hanging with so any confusions and questions.

Just answer me, show me and be honest with me.

I WANT NO MORE LIEEEESSSS!

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!!

disappoinment

2009-03-18T06:58:00.001-07:00

17th March '09

1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO ME AND BRANDON.

bUT It wasn't happy ATALL.

He flew to thailand without even informing me.

Without a little goodbye.

All he did was wake up, called me, said :"Baby, HAPPY ONE YEAR!" "i wake up le, i go bathe, bathe le call you k?"

when he called me he said :"Baby, bathe le, i going out now k? i reach sch and all call you again ok?"

so i waited,

Not even one call or one small text from him.

kept calling him,

but at abt 12 plus,

His phone turned into "The M1 customer you're calling is currently unavailable, to leave a message, press the # key." zzzzz

kept calling, till 4 plus i called his hse,

his maid told me that brandon go thailand alrd,

I was shocked, so i kupped.

I kept thinking, "IMPOSSIBLE MA! TMR IS HIS FLIGHT AND HE SUPPOSED TO MEET ME TODAY!! OUR ONE YEAR!"

so i called back, his sister told me brandon really left andshe heard him tell his mum that he leaving early in case later airport there too crowded and all.

den i was like "WTF?!?!?!?!?! He left without saying goodbye, and best of all on our 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY?!?!?!?! he told me he meeting me, he told me going to sch!!! i still have things to give m e and he still owe me that GOD DAMN-ED ANITI-VIRUS THINGY! and now without that anti-virus thingy, i cannot use my com!!!! FURKK!!!!!! HE IS A JERK!!"

den his sister and i chatted and she told me that brandon still smokes.

She say he just smoked on 16thmarch. (the last time he smoked.)

I WAS FREAKING SHOCKED ALSO!~!@#$%%&^*(*(&^%#@!~

He told me he PROMISED AND SWEAR HE WILL NOT TOUCH THE CIGG AGAIN AND HAVE PROCLAIMED TO HIS FRIENDS THAT HE'S QUITTING. WTF?!?!?!?!

Shall get things clear when he comes back. SERIOUSLY GET THINGS FURKING CLEEEEEAR~

so freaking angry and DISAPPOINTED!!!!!

End here, photos that are said to be uploaded will be done after brandon gets back and cure my com virus~ it's his DUTY! cause he sold me that furking com with a expired anti-virus~ zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

-end.

:]

2009-03-12T17:16:00.000-07:00

Met up with Renata that day before i went for the "beauty exhibition" :]

she Had her braces on. so cool~ lol!

I still think she dunn have braces better. i like her buck teeth. HAHA! :D serious...!

Next i wanna show you guys how ugly a smoker's TEETH is.

YOU SEEEE! FREAK YELLOW RIGHT?

so cute and handsome hunks and babes, do want this to ruin your face??

May look so cute on the outside, but when you open your mouth..............

oinks..... -.-

so freaking angry.

This is what he did to cheat me for 1 year!!!!

ONE furking year.

cheat me for yellow teeth.!!! nonsense.

Not only yellow teeth but lung disease and cancer too,

Why do ppl like him wanna sacrifice our once lovely quarrel-free relation ship to DIE earlier?

HUH?!

And why lie to me in the first place?????

Is there this need to lie?

So foolish. WHATEVER~~

ANYWAYSSSSSS...

Here are some photos of me and Richelle quakquakssss!

So long since we met up.

and when we finally met up.

we sure took LOTSA photos.

Crazy ones..............

But in the end we are still happy :]

If you think this is it, you can't understand english.

Cause i said LOTSA. and this is not even many. LOLS

MORE TO BE UPLOADED!!!

stay tunedddd.. :]

Beginning to think that it's true....

2009-02-24T02:20:00.000-08:00

Recalling that day...
i think everything is starting to make sense,
So is it really true that all this while he have been decieving me?

A strong smoker cannot easily quit just like tat,
so how can he?
he started since he was in primary school,
how can he just quit instantaniously??
really starting to make sense.
smokers like him are unable to resist temptation.
esp when he is alone or with his friends or family.

plus tat day at far east,
his friends kinda revealed a little of that dark secret.
hmmmm...
after they slipped their tongue,
i noticed hiim giving them some sort of signal, like "diao, shut up, shit" those type...
i can see it from his reaction and from his eyes tat day.

if he never smoke at all and have already quitted, why didn't he shout out,
" You crazy ahh?? when you see me smoke. i quit already you dunno mehs? so long i quit liao you ask me go smoke?? and ask me for smoke?? My girlfriend here lehs, you dun "hai" me hohs. anyhow say..."
or something like that at least.
But all he did was kept quiet and he look so tensed up...

Hmmmmmm...

make sense,
why was his reaction like that?
Unless he did smoke right???

fuck.

YES OR NO?!?!

2009-02-22T23:21:00.000-08:00

Damn freaking stressed and ful of questions lately.

Almost every morning i wake up i start thinking of so many things that makes sense...

I cannot take it.

I am starting to feel kinda cheated.

Keep thinking if did he ever smoke before during this entire relationship.

Everything starts pointing and telling me that he got smoke~

I REALLY NEED TO KNOW THE TRUTH!!!!!

I WANNA BELIEVE AND TRUST HIM~!

BUT I JUST COULDN'T~!!!!!!

HOWHOWHOW?!?!?!?!?!!?!!?!?!

ALTHOUGH WE HAVE BROKEN UP OR WHATEVER,

BUT I WAN TO KNOW THE TRUTH.

i wanna know if did he every betray me me or lied to me or hide things from me during this relationship.

No one likes the feeling of being cheated~

Anyone who saw or knows that Brandon has been smoking PLEASE let me know~!!!!!

i HAVE to know!!!

I wanna know the truth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES OR NO?!?!?!!

DID HE OR DID HE NOT?!?!?!?!?!

I AM gonna burst from all these thinking.

Really los.

he insist that he did,

But still, every morning i open my eyes,

i think abt it.

i dunno why.

But i just have this very very big feeling...

that he have been secretly smoking behind my backkk~~~

HOW?!?!!!

Some work pictures

2009-02-17T23:07:00.000-08:00

Here are some pictures i randomly took during work..

Boredd uhhhs~!!

enjoy... :]

Haha!

Suddenly i heard footsteps den i thought is got customers den i faster turned,

LOLS. Den is nothing zzzzz

:]]

Sian laaaaaaaaaa.......

shall upload more soon :]]

lisa is such a boring person.

Valentines???

2009-02-16T02:09:00.000-08:00

What's this??

Well, it's a valentine's card i made for my valentine,

Brandon Dermawan Goh Yap Hwee.

i spend 3 days to complete it.

On the day before valentines,

i stayed up till 2 plus just to complete the card.

For ppl who know me, it's already considered very late for me.

Here are more snapshots of it.

I did not take any other picture on that day. Cause it's better if i have no memory of it.

Shall elaborate more later.

:] CHEERS.

Okay, so here's what happened.

First he came up to my house to meet me, and guess what was in his hands??

Big FAKE, PLASTIC SUNFLOWERS. they dunn even look like sunflowers and are very ugly.

The worst point it's that they're fake,

For ppl who know meaning of flowers and gifts,

Giving someone fake flowers means, "jia xin jia yi"

In english it means "fake heart and fake sincerity"

SO yeaaa.. How disappointed can i be.

Knowing that it's he did not know, i let him go, and just forget abt it.

He said he will gimme something else when we go out.

SO we went to party world with SiewChen and Roy.

I cried. damn loudly.

Cause suddenly all my pain and hurt he inflicted on me just aroused within me.

(siewchen and roy were'nt there yet.)

He said alot of things to me,

he say he realised his mistake and that he will not hurt me anymore.

So when they came, we sang.

Den after that, we parted and i saw so many lucky ladies holding sunflowers in their hands.

I asked him "Why they have i dun have??? Where's mine?? "

He said, "Where got ppl sell sunflowers on valentines? only got roses, i wanna buy but you dun like roses. what you want me to do??"

So i kept quiet.

Later when we reached cine [planned to catch a movie]

I saw ppl selling sunflowers.

zzzzz

i asked him, SEE! WHO SAY DUN HAVE!!!!

He say, This town mah blablabla....

den i say, i want......

He say okay okay, LATER den buy k? den he pulled me away.

i got fed up and said, WHY LATER!?!

Everyone early moring got already now so late still dun get for me still say later?!

I asked him to buy de lehs,

He didn't initiatively get any single thing for me that day,

I still told him what i wanted. but end up disappointed.

Where got during valentines, the girl have to "zhu dong" ask the boy buy stuff to make herself happy.??\

i was so freaking sad.

And to cut long story short,

THINGS did not turn out as planned.

We did not have dinner at all,

I paid for my own movie ticket.

i cried.

We quarreled.

We broke up.

He made so many promises to me.

said that he realised so much.

Said that he know how to love me once again.

But,

all are lies...

Not true...

cause end up in disappointment once again.

Why?!!?!?!?!?!

Chance after chance,

Cause i loved you so so so so so very very much.

I held on alone,

But you keep trying to let go, hold on, den let go again den try to hold on again.

When can you ever Hold on and NEVER let go??????

When?

i dunno when.

But i am really tired now.

I do not know what to do anymore.

I can'T see that you love me.

I Can't see my importance and how much i mean to you.

you showed me what your answer was.

which is you do not love me and that i am not important.

Thanks for finally letting me know,

that i was being foolish.

you choose not to trust me,

End up, you should have.

i have never ever betrayed your trust.

you lied to me again and again, i still trusted you,

So what is keeping you from trusting me?!!??!!

I HAVE NEVER NEVER BETRAYED YOU!!!

nevermind.

Shall update more soon.

bye~

(i still love you now, and it will linger on forever,)

Start of a new work :]

2009-02-04T22:29:00.000-08:00

Hey,

These are pic i took when i was working. 2nd day worhhs!!

HAHA.

lazy to rotate them. xDD

I love the shop i am working at~!!!! :]]

Ohhs, this is a random picture.

Guess who this hideous creature is.

HAHAHA!! so funny lurhhs... xDD

boredd

2009-01-13T21:59:00.000-08:00

Dammit la!!!

Got back my results on monday!!

26 mans!!!!!!

so freaking lousy lao yah papayaaa~

Damn...

prayed hard before going to school to collect the executional letter.

In the saw the results,

Remained calm and happy.

HAHAHA!

i dunno why lehs. Although it was very upsetting to have received such horrible results,

but i was still happy and cheering my friends up.

i think it's because my maths got B3 !!!!!

Maths have became miraculously my best subject!!

HHAHAHA. Its like, "wow" haha.

I looked at the courses on the envelope and it was like very little, so i didn't have my hopes high, and wondered why god never bless me with luck.

Thinking the the poly courses i can get into are those, nursing and engineering or it courses only, i was shocked to see that i am actually eligible for quite a few desired courses!!

Like media design, Interior design and ARCHITECTURE!!

Like freaking happy and then i know that god really blessed me and brought upon a miracle to me. It's like he is giving me a way out of my miserable marks and secondary life~!!

Like wow.!!!!!

so happy. hahaha!!

So what mans if i got 26?!?!?!?! hohohoho.

Okay, i feel so "dunno how to explain" now,

It's like i wanna sew up my mouth (or rather my fingers together)...

Lisa can be annoying....

So sian la~~~~~~~~~~

oinkoink.

stressed now.

Dunno for what reason..

kinda random stress-ness. dotsss..

Do you have such random feelings before? like your chest is tight or something?

OKAY!!!

STOP IT LISA~~~

You are way out of the topic!

(p.s SORRY WINSON!!!)

:[[

Here's a random photo of me,

On the trip to east coast with brandon x]

yEA laugh all you want.

Gonna upload more photos taken on that day!! So stay tunedddd!!! :]

saddening

2009-01-02T16:27:00.000-08:00

It's early in the morning and i am sitting on my lil' wooden stool blogging away.
Cause you know why?
I am unable to sleep the whole night.
I was too upset to sleep.
And it was pretty uncomfortable to sleep on my tear-filled pillow.
Rather sticky actually.
Keep flipping ard on mahh bed, dunno what to do.
but managed to sleep.
for awhile.

Wanna know how i manage to have a decent shut eye?
I think abt seeing him outside my house and bringing him to a corridor and slapping him continuously and pushing him down the stairs and finally step on him and walk off.
Somehow, this horridious thought have made me able to actually feel better and breathe properly and finally have some rest.
Although i may sound like a horrible sick person who is able to even come up with SUCH thoughts and even bear to do such things to someone whom she love so much for going 10 mths,
well, i have come to this extend is due to his stupidity.
And based on how horrible my act of violence is,
you guys should have a rough gauge on how stupid he is.

When you did a mistake and it caused a great impact on the opposite sex whom you treasure alot and that mistake almost cause you guys to actually get seperated, will you still commit it.?
Some ppl will ACCIDENTALLY tend to commit it.
But, he so stupid that he repeated the bloody mistake 2 times per day DELIBERATELY.
thats only one of the mistakes he repeated on that faithful day.
He was totally stupid los.
the first time he did not reply any of my messages, i ask him can he reply and told him how i felt when he never reply.
He CLAIMED that he understood,
But he FAILED to reply me message after message.
For the whole stinking shoe-smell day,
he didn't even bother to contact me.
All the way i am the one giving him opportunities by messaging him time to time and calling him. (Most of the time asking for reply.)
All these small actions i initiate, can be an opportunity for others to try to get the slightest chance to talk things out,
but to him, he dunn seem to notice it and even choose not to reply or call me back.
What is this????

He kept saying he loves me,
But what is the use if his actions shows the other way?
He shows me neither care nor concern.
He still told me he tried to give me up.
Ohmy, what is this?
He actually intended to give me up.
And in the end he said that he is unable to do so, thus, coming back and find me.
DOTS!
den say what tmr wanna meet me.
After so much damage he have inflicted on me within just one day,
he thinks that i will meet him the next day.
To him, it's like,
i wanna meet you, meet me tmr, meet me, i dun care.
den i will meet him.
when he choose to totally ignore me the whole day and in the end say all these.
What does he take me as?????
A "sui bian" person???
Please los!!
LISA HO AN QI do have feelings de okay?
Please stop hurting me like this can?
you say that you have done all these so you will not hurt me.
Please los,
how FUCKING dumb can you get.
i told what you should do every single time and i am sick and tired of telling what my boyfriend should do for ME~
aren't you supposed to have a mind of your own??
i tell other guys what a girl wants and what they should do, it's perfectly alright lehs.
But you lehs?!!?!?!?
I must advise you is it?
can you dunn wait until i say den you start doing.
You know how dumb you look when you do all the right things after i mentioned them.
It's like copyrighted and like, i dunno, no sincerity perhaps?

I am really sick and tired.
Lisa is going out soon.
Gonna slack ard yishun alone.
since i have no friends who are available for me anymore.
All working or schooling le.
So yea~
Life gonna be tough alone,
But i shall be strong enough to overcome it.
Cause lisa IS strong.!!@

is she??

SUCKER

2009-01-01T22:05:00.000-08:00

You said you will treasure and cherish my heart,
but now when i have left it in your possesion,
you left it to rot.
when i am slipping away from you,
you just
let me go.
You said that you will never let go of me anymore.
But now,
you lied and backed out from your words.
you let me go so easily.

Go ahead and enjoy your life as i will also move on.
Lisa is OFFICIALLY SINGLE AND MISERABLE NOW.
hope you are happy.
cause i am not.

BYE.

heartbroken.

2008-12-21T05:38:00.000-08:00

Hi...
Lisa just bought a new psp.
but it's not slim.
not really happy.....
was actually excited. but turned out to be...
nvm...

Siannnnnnnns......
oink.
x'mas shopping tahhday.
Bought brandon's present.
x]
but dunno if he like.
nvm........

well,
not really in the mood.............

so, bye~

2008-12-20T18:06:00.000-08:00

LOOKIE HERE!
IT'S BRANDY AND LISA.
Here to say that we have officially broke up today.
Have to post or else ppl will still think we are together and ask stupid questions like, how you and brandon le? blablabla...
dunn wish to answer such questions, ladies who have broken up with their boyfriend(s) before should understand.

so yea..
shall not write details.
just to tell you, lisa and brandon no more.
PPL PLS DUN ASK WHY!
thanks.
ANYWAY,
WE LASTED 9 MTHS!! x]

here are the first neoprints we take.
in rememberance of this relationship.

here is a random photo.
BYE!!

-Life HAVE to go on.
without you.

seriously, i really love you very very very much.
i always have and i am still loving you.
bye.

BACK!!

2008-12-01T00:56:00.000-08:00

Like finally after so many weeks i am back to blogging!!!

Have been working at CK lately.
Met new ppl made new friends gained new experiences.
Quite cool.
Worked with Brandyy!

Unfortunately he got fired before me.
So i decided to quit and give a 3 days notice starting from tuesday xDD
I only managed to get a pic of one of my working buddies.
There is another girl name Iris who just came in 3 days ago.She damn ddamn DAMN SUPER nice. hahaha!
HERE'S FREDDY!
he osho came in quite late.
He is a transfer from ckScotts.
Hehe.
He is a malay mixed new zealand. cool hohs?
But look like malay!

HAHA.
he osho kena 3 days notice like Brandon.
and they are damn pissed with the manager.
Cause brandon was sick and notified the manager he MIGHT not be able to make it.
Den he kena.
Freddy told the manager he is unable to attend work today cause his grandma got admitted to the hospital.
Den he osho kena.

Like unreasonable.
How can they inform the manager any earlier den that day itself?
How will you you know that your grandma will suddenly go into hospital the next day?
Ridiculous.
And the manager herself say that if you are sick just let her know in the morning that you cannot come,
Thats what brandy did and he still got sacked.
NONSENSE!

whatever!!!
ahaha.
thats all i guess.
going x'mas shopping soon!!!!!!!

BYEEEE`!

2008-11-11T23:57:00.000-08:00

I am bored,

so i tried uploading a LARGE picture.

=.=

BORED.

Can anyone please tell me what kinda prom dress suits me and where to get it?

I cannot find?!?!?!!?!

dIEEEEeeeeeeee DeadddDDDdd~

O LVLS OVER!!!

2008-11-11T20:22:00.000-08:00

O LEVELS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!!!!
AND HOLIDAYS ARE HERE TO STAY!!!!!!!!!!
WORKWORKWORK!!!
AND
PROMPROMPROM!!!!

Well, CK called brandon to go for job interview and scheduled him in.
inQbox called me, but i gave up that job to JunXiang.
Cause brandon asked CK if there are any vacancy left.
They say they need two more people.
So me and Zhiqi decided to go for an interview pretending as strangers.

SUCCESS!!
But,

Brandon last minute reminded me that he gave my phone number to the company and me too have gave my phone number.
This means that me and Brandon know each other.
So i quickly went back up to change.
So troublesome and pekcek.
Dun feel like working at CK anymore after that.
Cause if the company found out,
I will be deemed as a dishonest person and there will be trouble.
=.=|||
So i decided to go MANGO for an interview instead.
Or maybe Burberry.
x[[

Well,
Some pictures are uploaded at random.
ENJOY!!

Me and wenling!
ME and wenling again!
Wenling rubbing her eyes. Hahaha xDD
This is Brandyy with Gillie.
Cute aye? xDD
This is Brandy using the computer while Gillie wants to take a photo with Brandy.
This is Gillie kissing Brandy who seems to be unwilling x[[ So sad.
Seems like Gillie really loves Brandy alot. :D
This is my Super AMAZING besty.
One day we decided to take photos.
Nice?
I start to get a little annoyed.
Okay, i am too annoyed with the proper photos.
So we decided to try something new x]]
This is my Super AMAZING boyfriend.
I start to tease his big nose! xDDD :D
And his thick pink Lips xDDD :D
So he took REVENGE!!!
(I look like an elephant x[[ )
And he is still thinking of REVENGE even though i stopped playing.
He is a crazy carnivore. X[[

LIAR!

2008-11-03T20:52:00.001-08:00

lie lie lie!!
All are lies!
Flithy Liesssss!
FARK!!!!

Trust is not in my dictionary anymore.
Fark.
Despite what happened you still have the bloody guts to lie to me.!

SO WHAT IF YOU WENT TO SCHOOL?!
BIG FUCK?!?!?!

So what if you went but still lied to me.
Woke up early call me FOR FUCK?!?!!?!?!
6:50 prepare finish call me FOR FUCK?!?!?!

in the end you still did not go school in time and FUCKING LIED TO ME AGAIN!!!!!
Say you didn't know what time school start so you will leave at 7 thinking that school will start at 8.
Den why you picked up your hse phone on 8:35?!?!?!!??!
You were still FUCKING at home when ppl are already at school studying.
FUCKING LIAR!
yOU COULD HAVE LEFT AT THE TIME YOU TOLD ME YOU WOULD.
why didn't you?!?!?!?!!

Very fun is it?!?!?!?!!?!!
Dun say you didnt know what time school starts.
Your classmate told you.
You are just bloody lazy to go to school despite promising me you will start studying hard and promised you will get into poly.
Dun come telling me "I got go school what."
FUCK YOU!
SO WHAT?!?!!??!?!?!? SO WHAT MANS!?!??!!??!?!?!?! SO WHATWHATWHAT?!?!?!??!!?
What time you reached school and what time school start.
Did you even bother?!?!?!?
YOU DUN OKAY?!?!?!?

FUCK!!
chance after chance you boil my bloody blood and it's evaporating from the intense heat!!!!!!!!!!!

ASS HOLE!

How you expect me to trust you when you betrayed me the VERY NEXT day?!!?!??!?!?!

AGAIN!??!?!?!!??!?!!?

ARE YOU MENTAL?!?!?!?!!?

FUCK YOU.

And infront of your Friends paiseh right?
Knn.
dun even dare talk to me properly is it.
You never even say sorry or feel that you were at fault.
You thought you are right is it?!
Fuck lalalalalaa!
I kupp your phone i thought usually you will call back?
why never?
I not meeting you you like dun mind right!?

FUCK YOUR CHANGE LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK IT!!!!!
KNS KNN KNNB !!!!!!!!!!!
FARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yah la act cool in front of your friends.
FARK.

2008-10-28T00:26:00.000-07:00

Heyy People.
Lisa is really freaking dead Due to her art.
It is due tomorrow!
and i only manage to finish 3 preportory work!
Sheit ass!
What am i gonna doooooooooooooooo!
Any one can save me here!??!!??!
I dunn think so.!!!!!

I think i need doraemon's magical pocket.
if only he can pull out a pencil or any stationery that will enable me to draw out everything i imagine!

I confirm get A1!

*-Poof!
DREAM'S OVER!
welcome back to reality Lisa!

and reality says "DIE! YOU ARE DEAD FOR ART! DIE!"

.......... ......... ...

-end

2008-10-26T05:38:00.000-07:00

Hello,
Lisa is feeling damn pissed of with what happened recently.
damn irritated.

Nevermind.

Hurhur.
Outing with Renata on saturday was unsuccessful.
Disappointed. :[
Nevermind.
Maybe next time.

i am so dead with art.
can prepare to fail liaos :[

2008-10-24T01:24:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl,
Lisa is letting the "Cy" incident rest.
Haishhhh..

Just finished MATHEMATICS paper ONE today!

It was 50% easier den prelims!!!!!

OHHHHMYMYMYMYMMYY!!!

fingers crossed that i can pass!

Like finally.~!!!

Well, Monday's depavali, dunno how to spell xDD

My parents are thinking of where to go.

LISA WANNA GO SHOPPING!..

BUT THERE ARE SO MANYMANY THINGS TO DO!

especially studies and ART!

art and physics falls on the same day so i am practically DOOMEDDDDDD! haish. Slappps!

Till now, i only managed to finish 2 prepetory work of my art, and i am supposed to do like 5 or 6.? I can prepare to kiss my A1 for art goodbye!

Damn!!!!

Okay nvm.

BYEEEe!!'

shall upload pictures taken on the trip with me and renata.!!!

2008-10-19T05:16:00.000-07:00

ENJOYYY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHA!

I'm boreddddddddddd~!

Slapppppsss..

BYE!

Stress

2008-10-17T05:51:00.000-07:00

Hello ppl.
Lisa suddenly got the urge to type in PINK
Haish.
So many things have happened.
Especially O Levels.
And today really added up to my troubles.
But glad that it all worked out fine.
I hope.
Just hope that everything will go smoothly and that everyone is prepared for their O lvls, and that everyone will pass with shooting rainbow stars.

Well,
Brandon is osho having test next week.
ALL THE BEST.

ihatemisunderstandingssss~!!!
FARK!

Till dhennnnssssSsSssss~
-TATA~

haish

2008-10-09T05:42:00.000-07:00

Hello ppl.
Lisa is bored today.
baby went to Alloy's birthday party.

sadddeddd~

nevermind,
i shall not write any mistakes that baby did today.
cause they are all the same~!
Keep repeating mistakes.
CONSECUTIVELY!

Forget it.

Did not attend school today because xxx.
called wenling and fortunately she is able to accompany with reynard,
So i walked around northpont area alone,
dunno go where.
So waited for Wen Ling and Reynard at the traffic light.
And off to mac we go.
STUDIED!
math-ed the whole time we are there.
I was not bad,
able to do some of the questions with the help of Wling and Rey.
Rey is smart! But Wling is getting smarter!
HAHA.!

DJ MAX-ED..

He came,

xxx

den went to his hse cause no where to go.
den wanted to spend more time tgt,
cause later no more time to spend le,
cannot even talk on the phone.
However,
xxx

waste my time,
In the end i still alone,
might as well go with Wling all the way.
=.=|||

well,
My brother is IRRITATING me now.
Lols~!

Happy BELATED birthday to renata ONg wen wen!!!
Her birthday was ystd!!
ALL the best to my dearest Lessy!!
May your exams pass with flashing lights and colours.!!
And may you Plaster a smile on your face all day long!
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART!

-End.

will you hold on to me?

2008-09-30T04:56:00.000-07:00

Will you hold on to me like this?
Forever?
Or as long as you could?

haish.
Thanks for being there for me when i am all alone.
Zhiqi Darling, Renata Lessy and Weisong Mummy :D

Did not intend to skip school today.
honestly.
but its because i waited and searched for you high and low for 2 hours.
End up you calling me telling me you are at home.
How pissed can i get?
And there i was,
wandering all alone at lil' ol' yishun.
from 6:40 am till 10 am.
Goodjob Lisa!

I didn't have anywhere to go, anything to do, anyone to lean on.
Only my friends smsed or called me on the phone to comfort me and try their best to keep me company.

I skipped school because of you,
but in the end?
Where you the one beside me when i am alone?
Were you there when i am scared?
Were you the tissue paper that dried up my tears?

Seriously,
today i really felt helpless and lost.
No one could tell me where to go or what to do.
I was really afraid that a police might appear and catch me.
I was afraid i would get kidnapped.
I was afraid i would get raped or worse!
and i really hate ppl walking past me and wondering why i am sitting there with my school uniform.
Grr.

-you really went overboard.

and sincerest apologies to RENATA ONG WEN HUI LESSY.
i really didn't mean to not get back to you.
Its just that my phone was in my bag and Brandon was holding on to it and didn't want to gimme back cause he scared i run away.
so i was unable to contact you or see your call.
When i got my phone, it was already 12:55 pm.
i am really sorry.!!!
I really wanted to call you or get back to you.
But i msg-ed you the first thing Brandon found me.
You never reply!
so sad.
But sorry!!!!!!!
really truely am.
and i where got when dun have Brandon den find you?
I find you to see if you got go school so can pei me.
But none of you can.
i only called you, weisong and zhiqi.
cause Zhiqi pon mahs.
and she talk to me on the phone since 7.
so she more clear.
den i msg-ed weisong and you.
Cause the first person or ppl i think of is the both of you.
cause only you two will pon.
Hhaha. and i remembered last time you scold me say, why i pon i never tell you?
or else you pei me. remember?
SORRY LESSY DEAR!!
i really never dun want you when i have Brandon!
Really.!!
swearrr!!!

love you!

-byes. ended.

ps (weisong forgotten about me liaos!! K.N.S)

2008-09-22T05:05:00.000-07:00

Life totally sucked recently.

so many DOWNS but no ups.

practically about 10% up only.

So bloody unhappy.

Haishhh...

But Lisa is still glad that she have her sisters

and friends who are by her side supporting her,

Thanks babies!!

Olvls coming.

i dunn see myself spending enough effort.

for prelims i only get 27 L1R4.

GoodLuck Lisa!

All the best to MEEee~!

-end

Dulan

2008-09-19T06:33:00.000-07:00

Please los,
if you say you will do things that you say den jolly well do it.
Dun say for the sake of saying.
say things never do.
den say for what?
since your not doing it den whats the point of saying it?
huh?

And by saying sorry without any actions,
it means nth.
when you say sorry,
i expect you to learn from your mistakes and do something about it or change the way you do things.
Saying sorry mean you realise your mistakes and you admit you're wrong.
Not by making the opposite person feel better.
since you already admit your mistakes,
den why not do smth about like basically stop doing it again and prevent history from repeating itself.?
only a fool/ trouble-maker will repeat it's mistakes when he or she apologised.
So please hold on to your words and dun "suka suka" say sorry.

Fark-ed up la.

please los,
you better do the things you have said to me hohs.
dunn keep repeating your mistakes.
very irritated and tired ehhs.
serious.
keep getting disappointed.
thought " hen hao shou shi ma?" (very nice feeling is it?)

i really dunn like los.
In fact,
I HATE IT!

whatever.
changing to what kinda person,
is all up tahh you.
i will just see what you are becoming too.
and if the changes you make are benefitting us or not.

yes, you have done nice things to me and to this relationship.
i dunn deny that.
you're the best boyfriend i have ever had, and i really love you alot.
Really alot.
But sometimes,
it's also because of this,
little mistakes that you do really affects me.
So please,
i am a very sensitive person.
stopping letting me fall.
instead,
i wish you could support me and prevent me from falling.
Or at least pick me up when i fall.

-end.

Reply to renata's post

2008-09-08T06:07:00.000-07:00

In reply to lessy's post.
How much more misunderstandings do i want?
hello? i Did not ask for any.?
when did i misunderstand yahhall?
it's always me the one who gets misunderstood.
Me the one whom you break friendship with.
Me the one placing down all shame and face just to have you back as my friend.

Yes i quarreled with him on my own accord.
When did i blame you?
did i say i quarreled with him cause you asked me to?
I did not.
i just want him to know the truth.
And to tell you that i understand and that not all fault is at you.
And i wunn because he is my boyfriend i be biased against him.
In that situation, the both of you misunderstood each other.
So i just wanna let you know that he knows the truth and he is sorry that he misunderstood.
But seriously, he NEVER hate you at all k?
We had fun hanging out with you.
and i am sure that you had fun too?(Lessy's outing were always fun!)
and i did not make you the bad guy okay?
When did i make you the bad guy?
I thought it is always me who is the bad guy?
isn't always me you wanna let go?
always me who did things wrong?
And abt lifting their asses high,
you have never initiated to break a friendshipwith them before like what you did to me countless of times.
Doesn't this prove the importancy?
And imagine,
if you really did initiate the break up,
will they react the way i did?
you go think los.
Yes indeed you have shared longer number of seconds of friendship with them,
i have no problem with that.
But sometimes, you do and say things that makes me feel that what i am doing is not worth it at all. as it is not seen.
When has any of my doings been seen as a good thing to you?

And about trust,
when did i freaking lie to you?!?!?!?!?
What did i do to gain your trust?
the things you tell me,
i got bomb out mehs?
Zhiqi ask me to not be so close with you,
i got do so?
i still stick by you.
you ask me dun be so close with zhiqi,
i osho never do so,
you know why??
I seriously cherished you, Zhiqi, Charmaine and richelle ALOT.(in case you have not realised)

You want to have a normal life,
when have i interfered with your life?
i am owaes by you no matter what,
now you say you are tired abt it because of me.
I dun understand what have i done to be such a liability to you.
when you call me and tell me your problems,
i will tell you what i think and give you advise and comfort you.
Now with brandon, the both of us will try our best to help.
True?
It's just that nowadays you have not been telling us anything.
So you can't blame me for not always being there for you.
and i osho dunn wanna poke my nose into your life.
Cause i know you are a smart girl and you are wise enough to make decisions.
It's only when you need someone to be by your side,
i will be there.
trying my best to cheer you up.

i know you did wonderful things for me,
When have i not treasure them?
Isn't it why i hold on to this friendship so tight?
the huge card you made for me is neatly stuck onto my bedroom wall.
i did not just throw them anywhere.

i throw away our unhappy past and re-collect new and better ones and keep them in my heart.
so that our friendship will remain fresh and even become stronger.
Ask yourself, when have i initiated a quarrel or lecture you abt the things i dislike abt you?
i dunn even think much abt them until someone else mention them.
cause no matter what,
you're my friend, my lessy.
i have to live with it.
Happy can le,
who cares.?

aiyah.
I really dunno what to do.

You ask me to ask myself what i have done to gain your trust.
i think that question need not to be ask.
instead ask yourself in another form,
what have i done that did not make you trust me?
i really dunno.

now it's my turn to ask,
who is the one who did more in this friendship?

You say your tired,
what about me?
yes you're sick and tired of it.
but you are osho the one who wanna break it.
you are the one who shatters my heart.
i did not shatter yours at all.

to end this all,
i just wanna tell you that,
i really do cherish you,
i really do.
believe or not its totally up to you.
If you're really tired,
this time i will give in one last time and let things go your way.
As long as you will feel better,
will feel happier,
feel more comfortable,
i am fine with it.

and i really wish that you and Brandyy will go back to good terms.
cause no matter what, i will always be by his side and he will be by mine.
but if you're willing,
i will always be by your side too.

-LessysFOREVER.

-ireallywishso...

2008-09-06T07:08:00.000-07:00

Sasa's back to blogging with pictures!!

Like finallyyy~!!

cause baby got me mahh memory card reader!! W00tsssSsSSSssss.~!

all Lisa wants is everyone of her dearest to be happy.

Both her girls and boy.

Really hope things have stabilised and everyone will be in p.e.a.c.e...

That's what Lisa always wanted.

my sister and boyfriend to be in good terms.

Hope things will turn out fine and at the end of the day,

everyone will be leaving with smiles on their faces and happy memories to be treasured.

well,

Quarrelled with baby today cause of Renata.

MISUNDERSTANDING...

whatever.

baby} i just wanna tell you that i really love you. i really do.

renata} just wanna tell you i really cherish you. i really do.

but,

what i say does not matter.

what matters is what the both of you feel yeaps?

LOVE THE BOTH OF YOU.

verymuch....

-lishahaha is a paper AEROPLANEEE~~ WEEEEIOOOoooohhh~!!

baby so cuteeeeeee~ pay no attention to me mans!!!

-end-

Blogshop!!

2008-09-02T07:08:00.001-07:00

LISA HAS A NEW BLOGSHOP!
http://shoppers-castle.blogspot.com/
Please come and visit!!

2008-08-29T05:58:00.000-07:00

26 Things a Perfect Guy would do (:

1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hands always find yours.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16. Smile a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.
21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.
26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs - just because he loves u that much to quit it

got this from Jaejae's blog.
hurhur.
so bored.
nth to do.
waiting for him to contact me~!!

Baby is gonna buy me back my memory card reader tmr!!
YAY!
lISA can finally upload pictures!!
excited.

-bye

Lisa's back!

2008-08-28T03:07:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl,
Lisa is back to blogging!
haishhh...
today was kinda boring.
dunno go school for what.
had the spca booth thingy.
our class made personalised balloons.
Quite fun, drawing and twisting those balloons :DD

had a flower one made for brandyy and a heart shaped balloon, without any words due to lack of time. SADDED! the flower one flew into a drain and brandon do not wanna pick it up cause its dirty. :[
SADDED.
thanks Liqun for the flower :D
and so now he left the yellow heartshaped one :D
HAHA. kinda out of shape siakk! :P
shall twist more balloons for brandyy :D

Kena caught by shaiful and the vp...
SO SIAN`!!!

whatever,
kinda got insulted,
but didn't react much cause its the fact,
so i just smiled and laughed with them.
but deep inside it really do hurt.
Making me feel so inferior.
its not my fault that i lack of good figure,
i am born this way.
haish.
for so many years have been getting such teases,
but yea, its okay.
i have learnt to accept the fact.
so ppl,
Just accept me for who i am alright?

-end.

WHERE ARE YOU?!

2008-08-25T06:06:00.000-07:00

BRANDON DERMAWAN GOH YAP YAP!?!?!?!?!
LISA HO AN QI IS LOOKING FOR YOU SINCE 7:45`!!!!!!!!!
I KEEP CALLING YOU UNTIL NOW.!! 9:10`!!!!!!!!!!
AND I WILL CONTINUE CALLING UNTIL YOU PICK UP!
WHY ENGAGED?!
WHERE YOU GO!?!??!

PPL READING THIS BLOG WHO KNOWS HIM,
PLEASE HELP ME FIND HIM`!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BABY!!!!!!
WHERE ARE YOU!
SAW THIS POST CALL ME ASAP!!!!!!
You this idiot`!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:[[[[[[
T.T T.T.T T.T.T T.T.T
SADSADSADSADSADSADSADSAD.

-LoOking fOr yOu.!

SPACECHIMPS!

2008-08-23T06:17:00.000-07:00

Caught SPACECHIMPS with Brandyy today!
It was damn cute and hilarious!
HAHAHA!
LOVED IT~!!

Kilowatt was damn cute.
FYI, it has a big brain that lights up when it is scared [like a lightbulb] SO CUTE!

anyways,
today was, "OKAY" la,
Just for the fact that we do not have $$.
sian los!
Brandon only have 10bucks.
so sadded.
still say wanna bring me out play.
cause like finally prelims going tahh end den bring me go have fun.
Made me await today for so long. cause last week i was not allowed to go out.
den today liddat.
never play and all.
but okay la,
i dunn mind having no $$,
just that disappointed that our actual plans not carried out :[
Nevermind,
what's more impt is that i am with you!

Followed zhiqi to remove her extentions.
After her removal,
her hair like dropped so much!!!!
it was like never ending.
Ohmy...

den we went to bugis to collect me and Brandyy's couple tee~
We loved it!
HAHAHA!
Zhiqi bought some darn cute *toot-*-*-* ahem*-ahem/*/*/
HEHE,
gonna get mine soon.
maybe with Charmaine?
shall ask her :P
Den we went to eat,
we crapped alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shall skip dahh details :D
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

bounced* back to Yishun to meet junxiang up.
blablabla,
went home!!!!!!!

thats all.
-end-

sometimes,ireallywannaforgiveandforget.butireallycan't.ithassomehowleftascarinme.
itreallybrokemyheart.whatifireallyagreedtoforgeteverything?
willthatbewhatyouwant?whydoyoustillrepeatsuchharshwordsandthrowittomedoubletime?
isitnecessary?Haveyouthoughtofmyfeelings?
wasiinthewrongatthattime?ijustwantedtoseeyouractionsingainingmytrustback.
isthatwrong?Haish.nevermind.weshalljustcontinuewithourlives.
nopointdwellingonthismatter.butsomethingsarereallyhardtoforget.
Imaybeabletoforgive,butimightneverbeabletoforget.

-23rdAUGUST2008

MUTHU SUCKS!

2008-08-20T06:40:00.000-07:00

MUTHU SUCKS!
he is a bloody liar~!!!
Act one good infront of parents and infront of us like FARK!
Make such a BIG FUSS out of a small matter!
make up STORIES to to police!
FARK!

i argued with brandon yesterday.
den today,
i searched high and low for him as he left his hse at 12, so i thought he would have reached by 12:45.
so i go find him.
it was raining very VERY heavily,
Despite being angry with him, i still ignore the raining and just kept searching.
cause i was worried if anything might have happened or he might have gone somewhere else when he never see me under Lisheng's blk. (where i said i was)
i went back to school at 1, and told zhiqi and charmaine i cannot find him.
i burst out in tears as i was worried sick and i really could not find him and i was very angry and yet i did such a dumb thing making myself drenched like a soaked sponge.
However, i stood up and went out AGAIN to look for him.
zhiqi passed me her phone so we can keep in contact.
den i search again,
and there he was under the blk 269! (LiSheng'sblk)
i immediately walked towards him and hug him and burst into tears.
i Kept scolding him and crying non-stop as my emotions were very hard to control.
so i went away and leaned on a wall. (cause very tired)
den i continued crying looking one the floor.
Brandon saw me crying and obviously will comfort me right?
so he placed his arms around me while i cont looking on the floor.
den suddenly out of no where, MUTHU appeared.
i jitao, "MUTHU!MUTHU!"
den he stunned den faster get back in place.
the first thing he did was rush towards us and shouted at us, "FOLLOW ME!"
den we follow, den dunno what happened MUTHU suddenly scold us and call the police~
LIKE WHAT THE FARK.
This was alright, cause we did not do anything illegal or wrong as i was CRYING EHHS!
i just finished quarreling with brandon den so farking pissed off and mad den i still walked under the rain thinking of nth else but finding him. How i will feel?
he not only dialed the police, he make up stories!
he said "There is this guy with my student, an yishun ITE student, they are at this void deck hugging and KISSING."
WTF?!?!?!?!?!?!
KISSSSIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGG?!?!?!!?
mailto:WTF?@?!?!!??!!~@#$@?%$&(_)*&^$%@$!@#
I CRYING EHHS!
I ANGRY EHHS!
HOW IS IT POSSIBLE THAT WE ARE KISSING?!!??!?!!??!!?!?!?
~!~!@#!#@!$#$^%*(*_)+)(*&^%$#@!~

DULAN!
DEN HE PUT WORDS INTO BRANDONS MOUTH AND COMMAND BRANDON AND I TO DO THINGS.
WTF?!?!?!??!!??!?!?!?!

den i called my mother and she got angry,
she say "why you crying?! dun cry!!! dun let the police see you cry or else they will think you in the wrong already. you dunn cry cause you never do anything wrong what! be strong! and i know you and brandon together what you scared for what? brandon i know one what?! scared what?! ask them call me la! ask your dm come to the phone now i talk to him!"
so i passed the phone to MUTHU.
you know what he did,
looked at phone and nod his head and ignore.
WTF!? HAMJI`!!!!!!!!
SAY WANNA ASK MY FATHER COME DOWN,
WANNA TALK TO MY FATHER.
MY MOTHER OWNSELF WANNA TALK TO HIM, HE HAMJI`!!!
KNN.
SCARED SIA~~~

Den when the police came,
we told them everything,
they understood.
in fact they still helped us.
cause we never do anything wrong what.
=.=
cause i dunn wanna go back to school to face that bloody MUTHU.
so i told them my feelings and they talked to MUTHU.
In the end i dunn have to go back i can go home.
see!!
even the police never pursue this matter, yet you wanna waste ppl time,effort and energy to come all the way down here??
you know how many police turned up?
about, 8~!!!!!!
SIAO~!!
8 police turned up for NOTHING~!
Lameshiet.

so they left and we said bye.

Den i called my mtoher to tell her everything is alright.
she tell me my father going down now.
den somewhat shouted at me,
den i called my dad BLABLABLA.

...
...

Den he reached, i went into the general office drenched,
And you know how MUTHU talk to me anot?
like a nice little innocent indian teacher.
FARK! act one nice and good infront of my dad.
and when infront of us can trewat us like SHIET.
he is so damn FAKE!
den i asked my dad come down, is to help me scold or talk to MUTHU.
In the end, he turned up talking for him and not understanding me.
FARK!
i was unable to take it,
i stood up and pointed at him "how you be my father one?!"
den he asked me to sit down,
i said "dun want la! you go talk to yourself~"

den i stormed out.
FARK.
KNN~!!!
LAMESHIET LA!!
FATHER TEACHER ALL THE SAME.
NO MATTER WHAT I DO,
IT'S ALWAYS WRONG IN THEIR EYES.
THEY CAN NEVER SEE WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED BUT INSTEAD, THEY DELIBRATELY MAKE SITUATIONS BECOME LIKE WHAT THEY WANT (THEY ARE ALWAYS RIGHT AND WE ARE ALWAYS WRONG)
WHAT KINDA LOGIC IS THIS?!
IT'S NOT EVEN LOGIC!
KNN~
PEKCEK LOS!
I AM NOT GONNA TREAT Y FATHER NICELY EVER AGAIN.
AND I AM NOT GONNA TELL HIM ANYTHING ABT ME EVER AGAIN.
CAUSE NO MATTER WHAT I SAY,
I WILL STILL BE WRONG!
SO NO POINT AT ALL!!

FARK LA!
IS THIS HOW A FATHER SUPPOSED TO TREAT HIS DAUGHTER?
I AM HIS DAUGTHER LEHS.
NOT HIS SON LEHS!
IF I AM HIS SON, HE TREAT ME LIDDAT NEVERMIND, MAN TO MAN.
BUT A FEMALE EHHS,
CANNOT GIVE IN MEHS?
STILL NEHSI COME. NEHSI HE RIGHT, I WRONG.
AND GIRLS ARE ALWAYS MORE SENSITIVE DEN GUYS LOS.
THATS WHY I THINK IN THE FAMILY WHOM I CAN CONSIDER TALKING TO IS MY MOTHER.
CAUSE SHE WILL KNOW HOW I FEEL.

FARK!
everytime liddat.

haish.

lets end this here.

-bye-

(oneweektoseeifiamcherished,sometimes,icannotfeelthatiamappreciated.whatever.ijustknowthatistillreallyreallyloveyou.
andbecauseofthat,ihavebecomeatotallydimwitt.)

FARKED LIFE

2008-08-15T21:02:00.000-07:00

Badminton yesterday was fun.
but it was exchanged for FARK~!

ask me not to push the blame to others,
den why you still push the blame to him???
and i didn't push the blame to you all los!
i jut said, you and him osho never study osho liddat.
does that means i say, because you guys no education thats why i liddat?
no right?
what i mean was you guys no education still liddat go your life what.
and because you have never experienced what i am experiencing now.
i think if you guys are in my shoes, you will already quit school.
so pls, dunn anyhow scold me and all without knowing how it feels and how i feel.

and i asked you,
SO WHAT YOU WANT NOW?!
you widen your eyes and stared at me,
den slowly words came out of your mouth " i wanna kill you"
I SHOUTED" FINE! YOU WANNA KILL ME RIGHT?! I TAKE KNIFE FOR YOU!"
I stood up and went to the kitchen, took a chopping knife, threw it on the table "TAKE LA! KILL ME!!"

is education really more important den my life?
FARK.!
you dunn know how much i respect you los.
because you raised me up and stood by my side no matter what thats why i can't bear to lie to you.
den you scold me why must i tell you those things.
den i said, i telling you the truth what!
den you said i am not, say i am telling things that makes you angry.
so i like, =.= and said, den next time i dunn tell you the truth already, shall lie.
den you rush towards me and smacked me on my head continuously.
FARK!
is this fair?!
you think you nothing to say den keep hitting me will solve everything?
it will only make me worse and nth will change the fact.

You only think abt yourself,
think abt others la~
you keep treating me like garbage and pushing blame to him for every single misfortune that happen to me.
you thought he like ahhs? i osho dun like los.
FARK.

And everytime get beating and scolding and whacking and nagging and super huge headaches just for him, you know what i deal with all the time mahs? Still say i blame you, i dunn care about my feelings. but think la, has anyone ever cared about mine? Hiahs.
sometimes i really wish ppl will see what i am going through and stop all these nonsense.
Ridiculous.

if ppl push the blame to you, what will you do?
you will hate the person and even worse los.
but him lehs?
he take it all. He took all the blame.
put yourself in his shoes lahs.
If i said what i want now is to kill you,
how will you feel?!
ASK YOURSELF LA!
your own daughter say want to kill you.
HOW YOU FEEL?!
put yourself in my shoes la!!
If i keep pushing you to study now,
PUSHPUSHPUSH!
NO FREE TIME NO SPACE TO BREATHE,
how will you feel?!
deal with pressure of endless exams.
HOW WILL YOU FEEL?!
put yourself in others shoes la!!

PLS LAHS!!
stop being self-centred.
i already control my emotions very well los.
pls los...

farked up.
knn.
faster grow up la!
DEN CAN GET OUT OF HERE!!!!!!
And finally get some quality free time.
my childhood is filled with all these shiet.
fark las...

-end-

LESSY OUTING

2008-08-08T02:29:00.000-07:00

Outing with Renata, MinYi & Brandon.
supposed to be a belated birthday celebration with renata :D
Thank you darling lessy for the wonder ful poster.
Yes i pasted it up on my wall :D
it's very lovely except for the wrong date. x[
HAHAA. nvm.
It's Still Brilliant! :D

Picture with renata and Brandon helping us to hold the poster up :D
Renata with Minyi. :D at the toy catching machine :D

RENATA LOVES ME! I KNOW!!
dUN BE FOOLED BY THE LOOK,

I AM ACTUALLY VERY PLEASED :DD

The peeps out that day :D
LOVED`
Renata with Min Yi again :D
Dunno when this is taken xDD

Extrasensational DAY OUT!

Remember and locked in my heart as a cherished memory.

-Loved.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2008-07-28T04:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO LISA HO AN QI AND MICHEL ANG YAN XIA!!

today only recieved 2 presents.
from angalam and Michel :D
although its just two, but they mean alot to me.
Thanks for the gifts!!!
Thanks michel for the wonderful present.
I hope you like yours too.
Thanks Anga for the chocs. Haven eat yet :x
i dun bear too,
HAHA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LISA!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

MAY ALL MY WISHES COME TRUE AND BE WITH BRANDYY AND GIRLFRIENDS FOREVER AND EVER!!!!!!!!!!

28thJuly2008.

brandon's blog!!

2008-07-27T06:46:00.000-07:00

VISIT MY BABY'S BLOG!!
http://brandyyworld.blogspot.com/

Birthday ystd was F.U.N`!!
i BET zhiqi thought so too~ :X

HAHAHAHA.
thought it sucked at first.
but it turned out fine :DDDDD

THANKS BABY VERY MUCH FOR THE BIRTHDAY GIFT OHHS!!!
ILOVEYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
THANKS SIEWCHEN FOR YOUR LOVELY PANDA CONTAINER FILLED WITH STRAW HEARTS WITH A SECRET HAMMER INSIDE~!! MUACKS!
THANKS CAYLN AND LIQUN VERY MUCH FOR THAT BEAUTIFUL PURSE. IT'S WHITE!!! TOTALLY CUTE!! ILOVEYOUGUYS!!!!!! APPRECIATED.
THANKS JUNXIANG FOR PART OF THE CAKE!!

AND THANKS EVERYONE WHO CAME FOR MY BIRTHDAY PARTY.!!!
-BRANDON
-JUNXIANG
-ZHIQI
-RICHELLE
-CAYLN
-CHARMAINE
-SIEWCHEN

AND SPECIAL THANKS TO CHARMAINE WHO IS WILLING TO BE BY MY SIDE THE WHOLE DAY DESPITE BEING A LIL LEFT OUT. I AM REALLY GLAD YOU ARE THERE!!! LOVE YOU BESTIE FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!

AND SPECIAL THANKS TO ZHIQI AND JUNXIANG AND BRANDON FOR THE SINGING SESSION EARLIER IN THE MORNING!
HAD LOTSA FUN!!!!!!!! MUACKS!! :DD

-END!
TOMORROW IS 28THJULY!!
MY BIRTHDAY!!

SAD LIFE

2008-07-25T06:43:00.000-07:00

FARKED UP.

SHALL NOT SAY MORE. X[[

RACIAL HARMONY

2008-07-22T06:39:00.000-07:00

HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY!!!

Renata

2008-07-11T04:50:00.001-07:00

lOOK AT ALL THESE OLD PICTURES.

MOST OF THEM WERE FROM THE VIETNAM TRIP IN YEAR 2007.

THE ARE VERY MUCH CHERISHED BY ME AND SO IS THIS SWEET LIL' THING WHO IS IN ALL THESE PICTURES WITH ME.

SHE IS NONE OTHER DEN MY LOVELY RENATA LESSY.

DAYS AND MEMORIES WITH YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN AND WILL OWAES BE KEPT IN MY HEART AND MIND.

SO I WISH NOT TO SEE ANy DROPLETS OF SADNESS LEAKING FROM YOUR MOST PRETTIEST EYES AS THEY REALLY DARKEN THE BRIGHTNESS OF YOUR ONCE CHEERFUL FACE.

ALWAYS ALLOW THE WIDEST SMILE AND LOUDEST LAUGHTER CREATED BY YOUR MOST REDDEST LIPS ANNOUNCE TO THE WORLD THAT YOU ARE HAPPY.

LET NOT OTHERS DAMPEN YOUR SPIRITS AND LIVE YOUR LIFE YOUR WAY.

AND LET YOUR LIFE BE A HAPPY AND BLISSFUL ONE WITH ALL YOUR LOVED ONES BY OUR SIDE.

AND LET EVERY CORNER YOU TURN TO BE THE MOST SURPRISINGLY WONDERFUL ONE.

LIKE A NEW DAY IS A START OF A WONDERFUL BEGINNING.

AND I WISH TO BE SPENDING THAT WHOLE NEW DAY WITH YOU.

LESSY,

NO MATTER WHAT YOUR SASA WILL ALWAYS BE ROUND THE CORNER, TO BRIGHTEN YOUR DAYS, LIGHTEN YOUR SPIRITS, PUT ON A SMILE ON YOUR FACE, BE YOUR LAUGHING GAS, YOUR HANDKERCHIEF, LISTENING EARS AND TO GIVE YOU THE BEST FRIENDSHIP AND MEMORIES TOGETHER.

lessys forever. :D

zoo outing

2008-07-10T03:00:00.000-07:00

ZOO OUTING :D

-end.

Start of CECI'S bbq :D

-End`

2008-07-04T19:11:00.000-07:00

Hello ppl :)

Lisa's here.

Have decided that my blog shall remain dead until i have pictures to upload or surveys to do :)

HOHO.

Life sucks.

My freedom is all gone.

My birthday is also gone.

My life is practically gone.

WHATEVER.

Although my dad has learnt to understand me better,

he has learnt to treat me better and let lose of me more,

Now, it's my mum who i have to deal with.

She is like, NO! den shouting at me.

my dad wil like "aiyo, so late lehs. huh, so late how?"

And he seem to be allowing me to go for the ACJC concert.

but my mumgo extra say, "WHAT?! the choir concert ahhs?! NO DUN GO~!!"

den my dad say "Aiyo, dunno lah, you go talk with your mother."

SIANSSS!!!

den i told my father i dun wanna talk to her due to her attitude.

It sucks.

so THERESALOW AND ANGLIQUN,

i MIGHT not be going for the concert tomorrow :{

and i would like to thanks Renata lessy for her post for me.

It's really sweet lessy,

LOVE YOU!

and to BRANDY,

Lisa will love you forever alrights.??

lets overcome all this together yea.?

Sian los, quarrel quarrel.

still say wun liaos.

WHATEVER.!!! farking fedup.

nvm. shall stop here :)

TOODLESSSS~~~

-Lishahaha :D

2008-07-02T01:25:00.000-07:00

01. What's more important? Money Or Love?
-LOVE. money can never buy love :)
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
- Lately i don't. because of *ahem. but i usually do when i need to charge my phone or smth.
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
- i think i was having POA. new teacher :)
04. When did you last cry?
- a few days ago? can't remember when. : (
05. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
- white bread? :)
06. What do you want in your life right now?
- MONEY, Wisdom(great knowledge of a genius), to see Brandon every morning when the sun first shine into my eyeballs and last but not least, FREEEDOMMMM!! :)))
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
-Neither? but if must choose it will be umbrella. hood means raincoat right? i have no such things :(
08. What is your favourite thing to have on your bed?
- my super soft pillow, BRANFY! and brandon :( HAHA.
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
- short black skirt :)
10. What is the nicest text in your inbox say?
- "hi... my sweet friend this my new number. :) im David .... goodnight.. :)" this is the nicest i can find. sadded.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
- No. simple and sweet would be preferable. :)
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- NO. haha
13. What was the last movie you caught?
-Get smart. with brandyyy!! :)
14. What are you proud of?
- i am proud of nothing. i am a humble person. HAHA!! eeee.
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
- "He purposely act... ichigo oso dunno" by:KunYuan. talking abt bleach. HAHA :)
16. If you have a chance to migrate where will you migrate to?
- KOREA. but kinda live there like permenantly. so mostly Australia. :)
17. Do you have any nicknames?
- SASA. most famous one. still got laksa and all.. irritating. haha:)
18. What does your last received text message say?
- Please refer to question15.
19. What time did you sleep on your bed last night?
- I think 12 or 1 bahhs. HAHA talking to Brandon :)
20. Are you currently happy?
- NO. absolutely NOT. thinking abt friends and i have absolutely no freedom now. All sacrificed for Theresa. Thus making it very very difficult to spend quality time with BRANDON and friends plus my lack of money makes it tougher to survive. :(
21. Who gives you best advice?
-Different ppl give different quality of advice to different questions. :)
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- NO. i never even seen a whipped cream in a can before.
23. Who did you talk to on phone last night?
- BRANDON!
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
- My contacts and father. URGHS!
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
- ermm, "I'm Gonna SQUUEEEZE the lemon, SQUUEEEZE THEEE LEE MONN" hahha!!
26. Do you wear toe socks?
-Pleasee, so not me. it's like so stupid. :(
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
-My mum :) phone was with brandon. :)
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
- LIKE DUHH~
29. What annoys you most in a person?
- when they are two-headed and do not see the importance of things. like, friendship, family, money, future, education, blablabla.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
- Nopes. but i am in love with brandon :)
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
- what the Helll???
32. What is the colour of your room?
- wemm, Pink, Yellow, Blue and the floor and ceiling is white? HAHA :)
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
- A BILLION?! maybe. hmms, maybe be like jigsaw and make them kill themselves. HAHA.
34. Do you believe in the saying “talk is cheap”?
- yea. Actions speak louder den words :)
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
- CHARMAINE! :)
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
- Brandon. :)
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
- YA~~~~ hahaha
38. Do you have a life?
- i have no life. cause my life sucks. so BORING. like a jailer in captive. sad.
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt?
- ermm, no? that's like dumb? =.=
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
- It's nice?
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
- cant remember my dream. i think brandon. he is in most of my dreams. HAHA
43. Have you changed this year?
- YES. more naughty and more in love. HAHAHA. I FEEL SO STUPID NOW. =.=
44. What are you listening right now?
- the outside drill drill thing. HAHA.
45. Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?
- No. :) i am emooo. lame~ slaps*
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
- WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THIS? HELLO? is this a question? knock on the com screen** hello?? are you a question? cause i dunn think you are? HELLO!??!?!! (does that with miss swan's voice.).
47. Is there a quote you live by?
- Happiness is just a smile away. and "kai xin jiu hao" as long as you're happy :)
48. Do you want someone you cant have?
- is Brandon counted.? haish. feel kinda sad. : (
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
- Piano, flute, claranets, the chime chime thing? and recorder
50. What was the worst idea you have had in this week?
- all my ideas CMI. not possible to list them out :)
51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
- Lying on the bed chatting with brandon while playing sims2. :)
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
-Lisa loves brandon very much! :))
53. What song best describe your love life?
- With you. cause nothing else matters as long as i'm with you. :)
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
- i hope he truely does :[
55. Who always make you laugh?
- CHARMAINE and Brandon. :)
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
-Basic japanese, korean, indian, malay, italian and i can speak cantonese in an average level. :)
57. Favourite website?
- erm, friendster, myblog, and those watch movie de los :)
58. What your middle name?
- CRAZY is my middle name!! :)
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
- School, meet brandon after that and try to find ways to spend longer time with him :[
60. What do you think you are like?
- CRAZY, HYPER, FUNNY AND LAME AND SLOW AND STUPID AND LAZY AND NOISY AND LOUD AND GOOD IN MAKING FUNNY NOISES/sounds and lotslots more. In summary, i am a happy person :)
61. Who will you choose to die with?
- die holding hands with brandon :)
62. Where have you been today?
- School, home, tuition
63. What game do you play often?
- GUNBOUND! and sims2 and tetris.
64. Who are you missing right now?
- BRANDON.!!!
65. Any significance dates or anniversaries occuring on this month?
- our forth month anni anddddddd.................... MYBIRTHDAY!! ahahhaa
66. What are you doing right now?
- Answering this survey thingy!!!100 QUESTIONS MAN!! CRAZY!
67. Which primary school are you from?
- Yishun primary school.
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
- WHITE, silver, yellow
69. What are you craving for right now ?
-FREEEEEEDOMMM~
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
- look in to the mirror and make funny faces until i laugh at myself.
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
- i am chatting with Winson, Charmaine and brandon now.
73. Who you admire most?
- MILLIONAIRES!!
74. Which month are you born in?
- JULY!! WHICH IS THIS MONTH!!
75. How are you feeling right now?
-Bored, sad, stupid :(
76. What is the time now?
- 5:21 pm
77. Where are you now?
- Lisa's room.
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
- ermm, reddish brown? :P
79. What is the highest alcoholic percentage you have had consume?
- Never see. :P
80. What do you do when you are moody?
- throw tantrums at the person who made me moody. :(
81. At which age you wish to get marry?
- TWENTY-THREEEEEEE!! 23~!!
82. Do you hate going school?
- NO. lisa loves school. cause its the only time i can get out of my house. :(
83. Do you think you have enough confident?
- YEAA~ :)
84. Who are the people you trust the most?
-Cant really trust anyone. scaredd...
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- Yeaa. i saw it with my own eyes!!
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
-Having a bright, rich, happy, peaceful future.
87. What is your goal for this year?
- PASS OLVLS`!
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
- yea. i guess.
89. What feeling do you love most?
- Happiness and Being loved. :D
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
- Yea. please conserve and protect mother earth. :[
91. What feeling you hate the most?
- being disappointed and getting accused.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- Yes.
93. Do you believe in god?
- YES. FOREVER AND EVER AS HE IS ALWAYS IN MY HEART.
94. Who cares for you most?
- Friends, brandon. family do not. or else why am i so miserable at home? :(
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Money, relationships, friendships, family and my life itself.
96. What will you bring when you fight?
- myself and ANGER. cause when i have anger i will have strength and when thathappens, it will be the only time i will be willing to fight. HAHA.
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
- being all those stupid relationships and spending money like water.
98. What would you feel that everyone no longer cares for you?
- Lonely? :(
99. What if your stead two-timed you?
- Straight break up. will slap him den walk away.
100.who do you feel like hugging now?
-BRANDON DERMAWAN GOH YAP HWEE.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from the above add in your own personal question, and bold it. Next list 10 people whom you would want them to do this, at the end of the post. Notify them in their tag box that he/she has been tagged.

-Renata
-Zhiqi
-Weisong
-anyone lah.
lazyyyyy :)

TESTEST

2008-06-30T04:28:00.000-07:00

CAN YOU SEE MY POSTS NOW?!?!?!?

Theresa's birthday.

2008-06-29T00:49:00.000-07:00

Celebrated Theresa's birthday yesterday.
Surprised her with a cake :)
CAKEFIGHT!!
read http://say-dumbbb.blogspot.com/ for more details. :))

HAHAHA!!
hope you enjoyed Theresa Low :)

Next...
Lisa is finally having her menstration :)

P.A.I.N~

TILL DHENS,
goodbyeeeeeee~!!
lovelovelovingyou!!!

2008-06-26T06:37:00.000-07:00

Asked to do this by RENATA LESSY :)

Instructions: Remove one question from below and add in your personal question.
Tag 8 people in your list, and list them out in the end of the post.
Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged.
Whoever does the test has a blessing from all.

Start here~
#1 Who do you think the person who tagged you is like?
: Cute and sweet and CRAZY.
#2 What do you want the most now?
: Brandon by my side. :[
#3 Who is your Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
: Bf: Brandyy! Gf: Zhiqi,charmaine, cayln,Richelle, Renata.
#4 Do you hate your friends sometimes?
: Not hate lahs. if hate then its not called friends, is enemies. :(
#5 Are you afraid of death?
: Yes.!!
#6 What is your goal for this year?
: PASS Olvls`!!!!!!
#7 Do you believe in love at first sight?
: Sometimes~
#8 Do you believe in eternal love?
: yes`!
#9 What are you dreading the most this year?
: Taking my exams!! and getting caught by parents when i am with Brandy.
#10 What do you enjoy the most?
: Laughing, being crazy, and being with him and Gfs :)
#11 Have you done anything for your admirer?
: Admirer? dun really admire ppl. is LuoZhiXiang counted? ahaha. If so,
i have always pick out 2-3 pages of his songs everytime i visit partyworld :)
#12 Do you like your CCA?
:YES. choir is LOVE. i miss it.
#13 Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
: Yes. Each and everyone of them is very important to me.
#14 Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with?
: My family, friends, Future husband and GOD who has always been living with and in me :)
#15 What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
: Happiness.
#16 Do you find life meaningless?
: Sometimes when i get really upset or misjudged. :(
#17 What do you live for?
: Myself, Happiness, God.
#18 What if you did an embarassing thing in front of a big crowd?
: i will squat on the floor, take a deep deep breath and then burst out in laughter and give my dumbest face. HAHA!
#19 Have you ever truly loved?
: YEa~ like duhh. and i am truly loving someone now :)
#20 How many ex do you have b4.?
: about 8 or 10 i guess. xD

TAGGING TOOOOOOOOO~
1. Zhiqi
2. Theresa
3. ShuEn
4. Cayln
5. WeiSong
6. Camay
7. anyone
8. anyone :))

TATA~